Friday, November 11, 2005 »
mY besTies.....okay so like .. so far... in s'pore.. there is like nisa.. always there... n my darling savrina in california.. oh man, she is like having so much fun there.. damn!!! gosh i love themm.. savrina i love u .. nisa i love u.. ______ SavRiNa______thanks for bein there... savrina.. u may not be here but like u always in my mind.. no kiddin.. n most importantly in my hEART!!!!!....well... i guess wanted to say.. i have had soo many many frenz.. in my whole entire life.. n i realise i always had a problem in classiflying them into grps like close frenz or best frenz.. n stuff .. however.. savrina made me realise many things... its dat i actually only had one true best fren that lasted thru my days in brd (excluding may, best fren a while)... i regret so many things.. like not spending times.. i guess we drifted in sec3.. more to it.. shall elaborate another time.. howver.. someother ppl took my place.. there was mabel, fala, huiqi.. i love u savrina.. noone has eva been there so much for me n supported me thru out all the sports days.. n all the things i participated... u mean alot.. its juz hurts a lil to know u aint here rite now to be wit me during the crucial part of my life like when soo many more mature things are happening... well u were seriously there to help me from all my dumb boyfrenz.. which made life better for me.. however evasince u left i have been a victim of dumb relationships.. n screwing up my life.. u see its evident that the saying ... u only noe the worth water when the well runs dry ( well the saying is sumthin like this la.. hope u get what i'm sayin) ahah.. so then.. like its so true coz now... only after u have gone .. i realise wad a bad fren i was.. n that u were always tehre.. n i never did feel lonely during hard times... i miss u so dearly...
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