looking back
what a turbulent love affair that was.

shaza

1. A very beautiful and sexy female.
2. Beautiful smile and laughter
3. Graceful; full of beauty, inside and out.
4. A female who is often very sizziling in her temperment, termed as "too hot to handle"
"I want to marry her, she is so Shaza"

Man 1: "My girlfriend is so Shaza..."
Man 2: "Your so lucky!"
Man 1: "Yeah but she is also too hot to handle"
Man 2: "ohhh... you got the complete package of shaza"

courtesy of luqman for giving the link
www.urbandictionary.com

and the sun was wondering if it should
stay away for a day.

my dearest annae has left to paris.
i hope all goes well for him.
i guess now its my time, to step up(:

attempt something new(:
you're craving for a change

You could be feeling like you're
in the grip of a whole bunch of really selfish impulses.
Maybe you are.
The question is, is this a bad thing?

The answer could be: Not entirely.
Sometimes you need to take care of your own issues
before you can help anybody else.
On the other hand, out-and-out selfishness is not optimal.
So take a closer look.

Where are you just taking care of your own, legitimate, important needs?
Those are places where you aren't being selfish: You're being responsible.

in conclusion, he is probably mistaken and naive.
for once, someone more naive than i am.
i am not selfish.

i dont like people altering my plans and telling me what to do.
if thats how a relationship should be, then i'm not ready for one.

2:31 AM

Friday, October 02, 2009 »

my brother's leaving to paris this sunday.
its going to be hard for me.
but i will have to take it, like a big girl(:

& now, i'll be the big sister at home to shahira.

2:53 AM