the bestfriend's back.
and you can just imagine how elated i am.
like super elated.haha



i brought a really really really, extremely pretty SUNFLOWER,
with chocolates,of course, to her place.
and knocked on her rooom door.
god, i love her.



the entire day has been an awesome one.
so eventful.
we had lunch at banquet and shared carrot cake and
rojak(with only the char kuey thing, which obviously totally defeats the
purpose of calling it ROJAK), as usual.



and then she came over.
kegan joined us, together wth nis.
and later on jared.

and you know, this reminds me. haha
kegan is so funny. he dyed his hair blond a few days ago.
and so just now when we sent him to the busstop,
it was raining and he didnt want to walk in the rain cause
he said his hair wil turn WHITE. hahah(:



so basically the day just rocked.
i've been so happy.
like seriously.
and i aint lying when i say, i could give up whipped cream,
for a day like this, ANYTIME.
but the good thing is, i dont think i would have to trade my
whipped cream. haha.



if i was a mall, i'd totally fall in love with parkway parade.
so pretty, with a great personality(all the shops inside).
okay, that was rather stupid.


anyhows. there's so many things that happened to day.
but i cant possibly say everything.
well to summarize,
i spent the day with the people i love, at the place/places i love,
eating the food i loved and doing the things i loved to do.



well to vithya.
hey i'm sorry i backed out last minute. make up for it soon.
ice kacang at NYP?


you know.
i had a dream.a scary one. i dreamt i was pregnant.
and then, i didnt know who the DAD was.
and the scariest part is, that it was not because i slept ard too much
or anything, but because, i didnt sleep with anyone AT ALL,
and then got pregnant.
which could never happen. so phew.



but you know, how dreams are normally the opposite?
and luqman told me something, pretty saddening.



like you know,
well you know, i'll blog abt what he said in the next entry cause this is a happy happy post,
and i wouldnt want to spoil it.
anyhow's i've got a pic.
not clear though. of jared.

thats the boy, that calls me country pumpkin.

will upload sav and nis's peek-tures sooon(:

been going home from school, really late the past few days.
its rather "roar-ing" like. well it is.
thankfully, i've got his company(:

just like everyone else,
i cant wait for the holidays(:

anyhows, today stayed in school with azlan,liwen, michael and luqman
and hey, they're really goood company.
one word. fun.

you can say that, i was happy for other reasons too.
haha.

savrina sent me that(:
she said, that would be the perfect DP for me. haha
sweeet. its really prettty. i love it.
the chocolates looks damn tempting

watched harry potter yesterday.
sat beside ASHETA. haha.
and god, darshita was so emotional after movie.
cause it didnt meeet her expectations. funny girl.

had a little catch up time with asheta.
and everyone knows this, the world is efffing small.
the guy in the train, rmb? is her friend. or was.

i spent the entire day at home today.
and i dont know why.
i hope the night doesnt end tooo early though.
like, hopefully, my dearest sister comes home later,
and decides to go ecp mccafe with me or something.

its beeen a while since, i went there. like late at night.
with my sister.

i want to eat POPCORN and grow fat.
and i just told luqman this. haha
maybe not grow fat. but eat LOTS of POPCORN.

and i remember saying this, sometime back to nis.
anyhows,
i NEEEED CHOCOLATES.
beeeen waiting for so long, for my darling mum to come home.
so patient u know. but somehow, i cant take it any longer.
roar!

i've beeen so bored.
haha. today la.

savrina says:
everytime i think of chocolates, u're the first thing on my mind. cause u know how you eat so much chocolates?

well. she said something like this la.
was nice of her right?
and u know what SEASHELLS said?(i told him what sav said la)

seashells says:
everytime i think of anthing, you're on my mind shaz.

or something like that. so sacarstic ah!!

anyway, OJW
also. so nice.

Local King says:
i think of u everyday...u now y???
Local King says:
cause my P******* is still under your name...

sometimes its goood to know, people of the past,
still care.

and my mum, just reached home,
with no chocolates.
roar! but well. i shall just go get it now.
i mean, u prob can sense the disappointment,
but well.
its alright

Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

for every piece of me that wants you,
another piece backs away.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARTHIGEYAN(:
spent the evening with karthik and his family.
before having dinner, went to the temple for awhile.

the night was pretty lovely.seriously.

i guess, noone would really understand how everything between
karthik, me and his family are.
its alright. they dont have to.
its hard to explain and i'm not even going to try to(:

well. lets say. we'll never understand, unless
we are in that situation.

and oh yes, you know what?
the night ended pretty well. they sent me home.
but then i realised i didnt have the key):
and ROAR!
i was stuck outside for quite some time.
gosh.
i'm constantly forgetting my keys. ahah.

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too(:

and so, yesterday. ahaha.
was really fun.(:
its been a while since i've had this much fun.
when i didnt so much also.
maybe it was because i met someone.
but then again maybe not.
haha.

so you know what?
i was standing beside some guy in the train.
a very tall guy to be exact. he didnt look indian.
and so.
went to the show right. and
I SAW HIM THERE.
and what are the odds?
HE WAS SATHIA'S FRIEND LA!

gosh. and to think i was telling vithya that i was standing
beside a super tall guy .
and i didnt ahve to describe any mroe,
cause he walked pass us.
intersting ah?

and the worst part.
baldevan saw him two days before also


anyway.
had lunch with the family today.
then went bugis.
then for the show with vithya.
she's such a sweeetheart.
she brought a super red top for me to change into.
so nice right?
and i looked like alice in wonderland. haha

i reached home at 1235.
phew. thank god, MR.DARIUS, wasnt home.
if not, prob anotehr three months of toilet cleaning!
ROAR.

I know its not right,
but it seems unfair
That the things remind me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on,
Tell me
Is this the end?

and so.
i just got back from the best place ever.haha
everyone knows,for me, parkway is likethe
epitome of the BEST HANG OUT PLACE(:

its been quite awhile since i;ve been there.
and its rather sad. haha
with savrina coming back, i'm sure to be there more often.

time spent as starbucks was lovely, as usual.
dillon and yazid as funy as ever.
yazid is just loved.
paris didnt come):

we had LJS for dinner.haha(:
and i'm not sure if i blogged abt this before.
but whenever i think yazid, i think abt the time
when he was with me in the girls' toilet in broadrick.
when i was crying.haha. last year.
and how so many girls entered the toilet
but they were all so cool abt it.

yazid's a warm person.and someone.
EVERYONE should get to know.(:
he is a talking care-BEAR(: hahhaha

oh yes, i had one chocolatey muffin, haha.

i'm at parkway STARBUCKs with MANSHYA now.
AND..

guess what?
THERE'S LONG JOHN SILVER'S HERE NOW!
I LOVE PARKWAY MORE THAN EVER((:

manshya.dillon.yazid and ashran(:<3s

3:01 AM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007 »

It's not that I wanna say goodbye
It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me
Each and every single day
I know I'm going to have to eventually give you away
And though my love is rare
And though my love is true
Hey I'm just scared
That we may fall through

10:44 AM

Has it ever occurred to you that

while you're out looking for sugar,
you've got plenty of honey at home?
That whole
everything-I-need-I-have-right-in-my-own-backyard
concept hits pretty close to the mark for you now.

school's taking its toll on me.
i guess its pretty much the same for everyone else

anyway.
u look around. and somethings arent there anymore.
what do you do?


you could choose to feel sad about it or accept it.
i mean. of course, initially. you'll be damn sad.
but after that, you've got to pull yourself together right?



i love to be there for those
who need someone there.
but i cant be ther for someone right now.
and its quite sucky.


and not caus i dont want to, but i cant.
its just not right.



oh my.
south canteen sells 5 nuggets for $1.
i can get 20 nuggets for 4$.
roar!! cheap(:



you know. i so badly need a phone.
but i'll prob onl get it three hundred light years later.
oh gosh.
i better take back my words. dont want it coming true.

i pray a pretty handphone comes flying down into my hands tmr(:



you know how i always say i want a demure, sweet,
nice, good guy? and you know how
everyone think's its impossible? and he'll never come
cause noone is like that these days.
i think they're wrong.
i think i know someone.that fits the above description.



but the question is, how will things actualy turn out?
its been ages since i took the risk.
so should i?
i reckon not. not just yet.
going with the flow, seems the best option for now.


cause the whole entire timing is just wrong.
so many things unsettled. in my mind.
disturbing enough.
hahaah.



and so.
sometimes you think you know someone,
but actually you realy dont.
but its not ur fault, you dont.
its juts that maybe the person never really, you know.
hahaha.
and yet again, i suck at articulating my thoughts. always did.
it takes some time to roughly understand someone.
alittle more, for me. but u cant possibly.

To LUQMAN(:
please get well soon.
somehow that line didnt really make sense, did it?
i mean. its nt really within your reach to get better? kay maybe a little bit. like taking ur medicine and drinking lots of water and thinking happy, positive thoughts.
anyway. back to it.
you're missed. take care. and stay strong(:
p.s-sorry i dont have any nicer photo):

8:30 AM