There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move



I kind of got to figure out what I need(:

ANYWAY
Your mind is on what you own and what you want to own.

It's so easy to hang on to things out of nostalgia or indifference,
but you are in the right mindset to get rid of stuff without experiencing any regrets.

i'd like to go shopping soon.
read magazines at galilee cafe.
change my hairstyle/colour.
run away from all the drama.
dance stupid steps all night long.
listen to a live band singing to awesome songs with great company.
walk in the sand with chan nurul nisa.
close my eyes and wake up to a room filled with all the material things i might need/want.
smile, laugh and crack stupid jokes.
make the everyone around me smile all day long.
open my purse and find a driving license with my name on it.
go back to 2002 when life was simpler.
watch all the lovely hindi movies back to back.

and i badly miss caramel and whipped cream at starbucks.
i want to become a better person each day.
and help those in my life, during the hard times.

if you want my future,
forget my past.

if you want to be my lover,
you got to get with my friends.
make it last forever.
friendship never ends.

Discover Your Birth Number
Shaza this is what your birth date reveals about you!

29 + 9 + 1989 = 2027
2 + 0 + 2 + 7 = 11
1 + 1 = 2
Your Birth Number :2
2’s are the born diplomats. They are aware of others’ needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don’t like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand they’d rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off.

OMG.
the last part of it. when paris talked
I CRIED. hahhaa
cannot take it already.
bloody sad.

anyway.
Rest in peace, michael jackson(:




and somehow, i think one chapter in my life may have come to an end.

i am eagerly waiting to watch michael jackson's memorial.
but they are experiencing some technical difficulties):
no audio.
and i love CNN. i am watching it live, and the transmission is amazing(:
and the facebook chat collaberating with CNN is double amazing.
everyone is talking and voicing out their thoughts.

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