today was teachers' day celebration.

so like school was packed with all the x-broadricians.
was lovely seeing everyone after ten thousand years.

so yes. other then that, today was pretty much ordinary.
leonard came:)

after that went to pp to have lunch with nisa, haadi, farhan, danial, jasmi, lisa, lina,sakinah, deepan, khairi, azmir, sajui. elroy, halik, and ganeshsan was there.
i had my carrot cake((:

so that's abt it. i'm so very very sleepy. like ffing tired.
i met my GOH YAN LING TODAY. and fadzil. rajiv and elias too.

you know what?!! roar!! i have somethin in my thorat. its bllody uncomfortable. roar! i must the doctor tmr. got scolding for not going today already. so now, i cant complain to anyone at home, if it hurts. ROAR! ROAR!.
but well. i'll be fine.

went to school like after a bloody long time. ahahha. was pretty alright. just had nothing to do. was sleeping and sleeping. should not have come!

well the ACES day work out was not successful. roar!! so sad. like no one really did it. terrible. oh boy.

and oh yes, school was lovely. how can i forgot?! i'm glad i came!! gosh :) like, i love the library.

after school went to coffee bean with nisa. met ARWIN and KARTHIGEYAN.
azhar was working today.

to arwin:
THANK YOU SO MUCH! i'm totally elated. you're super sweet. it was so unexpected. you rock. i love caramel frap. u made my day. thanks. though it was a small gesture, i'm overwhelmed by your sweetness. thanks:)

and so on our(nis and i) way back, we saw the ex-boyfriend, elroy and tahir.
was a pleasent suprise. esp for nisa. not much for me though.
and when we were going to marine parade library bus-stop, we saw FEEZA aka my sexy dragon boat partner2005.

what an awesome day.

I HAD FRIED MARS BARS TODAY.
or is that whats its called? or was it fried chocolate mars bars.
anyhow's it was just simply awesome. bestfriend bought it for me.

TODAY was once again GELARE day with JARED AND NISA:)

WAFFLES AND ICE-CREAM( like totally)
like after so damn long. gosh, jared's effing cute. he is effing funny too. totally loves the way he scolds me. "u bloody country pumpkin"
NURUL AND JARED:)

so yes. spend the first half of my day with KARTHIGEYAN:)
and like we didnt do anything that fun. right karthik? ahaaha
<3

*photos are with jared peter de mello! will upload them soon:)
love everyone!

I HAD FRIED MARS BARS TODAY.
or is that whats its called? or was it fried chocolate mars bars.
anyhow's it was just simply awesome. bestfriend bought it for me.

TODAY was once again GELARE day with JARED AND NISA:)

WAFFLES AND ICE-CREAM( like totally)
like after so damn long. gosh, jared's effing cute. he is effing funny too. totally loves the way he scolds me. "u bloody country pumpkin"
NURUL AND JARED:)

so yes. spend the first half of my day with KARTHIGEYAN:)
and like we didnt do anything that fun. right karthik? ahaaha
<3

*photos are with jared peter de mello! will upload them soon:)
love everyone!

10:40 AM

Monday, August 28, 2006 »

You wanna get in my world, get lost in it
Boy i'm tired of running, lets walk for a minute

constant fights. does it have to be like this every single night? gosh.
i want more. i want it better.

english paper 2 was tough. roar!! went to RC with nisa, maha,karthik and clifton just now. went to marina to meet my sweetheart, rilla. love her.
then we bumped into GOH YAN LING and NIGEL!!! paris rocks. i love her. and nigel too.
was nice catching up

friday, there's going to be a gathering at cara's. fun fun fun(:
cant hardly wait.

bestfriend, i love you.

You already know
That i'm all yours
What you waiting for?

11:36 AM

Saturday, August 26, 2006 »

after class performace, yazid, dillon lee and i went to ECP mc cafe:) ahahaha

was really nice meeting up dillon after quite some time. that handsome boy! so we were just talking and eating ice-cream. was pretty alright. went home pretty early.was quite tired.

so yes. i miss this girl.oh-so-much. hope she's doing fine. been busy with school and studying i reckon.ROAR! hope whatever that has happened does not strain anythin between us.

I LOVE YOU, shankari. ahhaa!

5:59 AM

Friday, August 25, 2006 »

I LOVE MY MUMMY!

thanks alot mum:)
yesterday somethin happened to a dear freind of mine and my mum allowed her to stay over at my place. actually my mum insisted she stayed over!!!

i love nisa and azhar for accompanying me there. was so shaken when i saw her. roar!! i was so going to cry myself when i saw her crying. but then i thought to myself
"hey i should be strong. if i'm going to cry and she's going to cry, like who's suppose to comfort who?" ROAR!

it was disastrous. i went home after my curfew. had to blurt out to truth. my darlin pretty, really preety, mummy was so very kind and lovely to let her stay over.

so yes. we stayed up till like four just talking . then i fell asleep. had to get up for class performance practice the following day. so yes. i'm happy i was there for her.

to her:
please take care. everything's going to be fine. my family's going to be here for you. you'll get through this. i know u've been through alot. the most out of all the people i actually know. things will get better. please do take some time to reflect. and u know my family, friends and i are going to be here for you <3 size="4">

5:12 AM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006 »

I WANT SEPTEMBER RIGHT NOW!

can september like come quick?

roar! like i totally hate august. been a very sucky month. hate hate hate it.
i want september to come soon. to start everythin anew.
:)


class performance practice have been great. the class is awesome. seriously. was amazed by how the class guys did the dance on their own. like practiced everythin. wow. my previous experiences in class performances, have never been quite like this actually.

the girls were as awesome as the guys. they all dance well:)
very easy to work with.

so well. rushing through my fNn coursework. very sucky. roar! dying.

FnN coursework's a killer.
I MUST STUDY!but i have got to do this! roar!!

8:41 AM

Monday, August 21, 2006 »

SCHOOL'S CRAZY.
so much work.

i love mc cafe ECP.

oral the other day was pretty alright. yazid came over:) ahaha!

prelims are approaching. ROAR!
assembly today was fun. ahaha. with kelly and yazid.

everythin else hasnt been too good. i guess the least one could have done was ask before making any assumptions cause now, everythin just sucks.

i'd be deluding myself if i said i was alright. ahah. so ya.

and to anand,

CONGRATS:) you must be oh-so-happy now. roar! thats great. see you and your darling soon.

everything's totally wrong.
and certain things just arent important anymore.
they're gone.

1:48 AM

Saturday, August 19, 2006 »

For the special pair of best friends,

To even start with,the post wasn't intended for either of you.So I don't see a point in continuing this senseless issue.Good day and Goodbye.

5:41 AM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006 »

and oh yes. i forgot to mention that i find this entire thing immature, non-sensical, dumb, stupid, extremely childish and totally annoying. am totally dumbfounded by this. din know u would react this way.

i mean there's really nothing that was wrong. you just saw the entire thing wrongly!! why create complications for urself?i have no idea.
esp when there was nothing wrong. even if there was, it was a small. god kows how it became so huge. the only reason i can think of is, YOU! you made it big by over-reacting. i hate the way u handled this situtation. when things can be solved much easier. stupid dumb ass.

i feel disgusted at myself for actually seeing the better side of u, when everyone else ard me was against at. YUCKS.

i have got to voice out all my unhappiness. feeling so misunderstood. so yes. i did wrong by actually being too friendly. my fault.i gave u all the wrong impressions. SORRY! seriously. i'm sorry. ROAR! okay. ahaha. i'm feelin much better.

n yes, u were the one who couldnt see me as just a friend. soi thought it was better for me to stay away for a while and it was not how u thought. which was i was a bad friend that didnt value you.
and this is the only way i can get my feelings across to you. so yes. i pray u read it.

i swear i fucking feel this entire thin as really damn dumb. i mean i cant believe i am even talking abt this. i feel so stupid. even typing this entire thin, i realise its ALL SO STUPID. like gosh!!!

eeeww. fucking immaturely lame. yucks. totally disgusted at myself. roar!!

i want my bestfriend!!! SAVRINA , NISA!

I NEED CARAMEL AND WHIPPED CREAM NOW.


*i know i'm going to feel terrible for being so harsh now, after i feel better. but i have got to make myself feel better RIGHT NOW, so ya.

n yes i'll be fine. i am fine. =) totally.

3:31 AM

i swear i fucking hate you right now.

you fucking dont know me. i wish u knew me alittle better. cause u totally misunderstood the entire situation. ROAR! I HATE YOU. you should have let me explain myself. get lost. i dont ever want to see ur face or hear ur name.

*well i'm angry now. so ya. i basically didnt mean most of what i said. but well. I AM TOTALLY FEELING THIS WAY RIGHT NOW.

you complicated alot of things. THANKS for making things MISERABLE!

I HATE YOU

2:48 AM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006 »

i want sticky chewy chocolate ice-cream.

nurul nisa made me not eat my caramel n whipped cream for like ONE WEEK ALREADY!!!!!

roar!
going to study. BYE!

6:02 AM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 »

it's been a year. ROAR!

At first I was afraid.
I was petrified.
I kept thinking I could never live
Without you by my side.
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong.
I grew strong.
I learned how to get along.


And so you're back from outer space.
I just walked in to find you here
Without that look upon your face.
I should have changed my fucking lock.
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me.
Oh now go. Walk out the door.
Just turn around now.
You're not welcome anymore.

Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I.


It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart.
I'm trying hard to mend
The pieces of my broken heart.
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself.
I used to cry.

But now I hold my head up high.
And you'll see me with somebody new.
I'm not that stupid little person Still in love with you.
And so you thought you'd just drop by,
And you expect me to be free.
But now I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone who's lovin' me.


I will survive.
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my life to live.
I've got all my love to give.
I will survive.
I will survive.



-ive survived=)

3:19 AM

Saturday, August 05, 2006 »

MY TWO PRINCESSES AND I :)


had so much fun yesterday. was with savrina,nisa,azhar,frank,hasbi,keshan, esh,deni and manshya. met alot of otehrs. rocked.

saw my goh yan ling after like ancient years=)
lynette was with her. so happy.

anyhows. we has sushi for dinner! ahahha. n they also had durians.

savrina's going back on monday!! roar!
so damn fast. but well. at least we have spent as much time as we could while she was still here!



savrina,nisa n me:)


















azhar and me:)

8:18 AM

Friday, August 04, 2006 »

Hello everyone,Nisa here again.

I'm here,on behalf of the best friend,to post these pictures up.Because I know/and she told me that she wanted these pictures up.So everyone..Enjoy!

And this..


No prize for guessing who she's got the hots for.

11:49 AM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006 »

CHAN NURUL BROUGHT ME OUT ON A DATE. how sweet??!!

roar! we watched LAKEHOUSE. oh my, oh my!

it was such an awesome movie. considering the fact i had a really negative mindset of it. i though it'd be a damn darn boring movie! but it wasnt!!

it was really nice.

THANK YOU NISA =)

10:48 PM