i wish home was more conducive.

honestly i am pretty frustrated with how everything is going.
i know complaining and ranting isnt going to help, but its going to make me feel better at least for the moment.

just why is everything such a mess. really.
honestly, i dont like it at home. strangely.
cant stand the mess, the clutter. i need things more organised.
there's so many things but no room for anything to be kept properly.

if i could, i'd honestly leave everything for awhile.
re-create my whole life and come back.

OMG, for starters i just need to complete the stupid assignment.

i honestly love what i am studying, and i wish i had more time to appreciate it.