Every wonder why it's so hard to find your soul mate?
Your requirements for the perfect mate could be too dual natured,
making them impossible to meet.
You want a flirt who only has eyes for you. Or maybe a wild child with a stable income. Skip the contradictions.
& i can very much relate to that.


and i know its been awhile since i blogged.
its quite obvious that havent had much time for myself.
and that includes, not being able to spend time with savrina.
which isnt a good thing.

i have been quite a horrible bestfriend to savrina and nisa lately.
and hopefully they understand.
cause its times like this, when you really need them to understand.
which sometimes, i think they dont.i know.
i dont expect them too either.
BECAUSE
if i had a bestfriend like myself, i'd totally feel un-special.

the eve of nisa's birthday, at sav's house,
was all i really needed.
a good conversation with the 2 lovely ladies,
over instant noodles, savrina made.
& i definitely need more of it.
but sadly, eversince 2004, i've only had it once every year.

anyway, this is damn boring.
hahah. sorry)):


and sometimes, maybe for some of us, which might also include me,
the choices we make is definitely altered by many factors.
e.g other people's views,etc
howver i think its important that you
make sure you're following your heart and not the expectations you think people have for you.
BECAUSE, you just should. lazy to explain.


& there can be so much drama in your friend's lives. while
it's commendable to put yourself in someone else's shoes to feel their pain,
don't allow yourself to get sucked too deeply into their drama.

you can be there to guide, and help them out of it,
but do not get involved in it. there is a difference.


certain songs are super nostalgic.


& i am so thankful for all the lovely people in my life.
really. so very.
i've been lucky enough to meet really lovely people.
and i really want to give all of them something sooon.
i dont know why, but i truly feel so happy to know that i have met really
amazing ppl in my life.
and i hope it doesnt change.

however i do also know a handful of not so very lovely ppl.
well they are nice, but their habits and lifestyle,
not something i'd agree upon, perhaps.

Hope is the word to hold on to today -- no matter how unlikely success might seem
maybe not only today, but for the past 4 months and the months ahead(:

LUNCH-TIME PERFORMANCE

6:50 AM

Wednesday, July 09, 2008 »

You are spreading yourself way too thin, socially speaking.
Reschedule a few things

its those times when you feel like there is so much things to do,
yet so little time.
and you have got to keep saying this to yourself,
"take one step at a time"
constantly reminding yourself to persevere.

and somehow,
when you are taking that last step,
you realise its only the beginning,
cause now, there is a lake infront of you.
and now you have to swim across):

hahahaha. get it?
well along those lines.
and please, i know you all know what i mean.
i hope.

& just so you know, i am reaching the lake in about 3 steps.

11:44 AM

Sunday, July 06, 2008 »

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart

10:23 AM