looking back at the archives.

its interesting how
You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year ,
don't talk that often the next,
don't want to talk at all the year after that.

well, the last line has never been something i can relate to,
till recently.
well, as much as i try my best to end
as many things as i can on a good note,
sometimes, somethings
YOU JUST CANT.
(i've learnt that)

self-discovery is a lifelong process.
and its amazing how much i've learnt
abt myself this year.
well, not that much la.

spent the day with ahsan salim dharani.
had lunch and then spent the afternoon at
starbucks.

the school holidays are coming to an end.
i've got a couple of un settled stuff
that i neeed to attend to before the start of
school.

i've decided to get a job.
most prob by march i should start working.
however, we'll see how that goes.

and before i forget.
i finally met the bestfriend.
yes, FINALLY.
well, what can i say, we have bth beeen so busy
with everythingthat has beeen happening in our lives
and hence we havent given time for each other.
WHICH shouldnt be the case. ahhaha.
HOWEVER, i was super elated to have met her at town just now,


even if it was for awhile.
it made me soooo happy la.
ahhaha.
and so well.

its the almost the end of the year again.
Do some deep cleaning.
You can take that literally(CLEAN YOUR ROOOM?)
or metaphorically (throw out some outdated relationship ideas).

and so,
my dearest sister is finally married.
all the celebrations are over.

everyone came for the wedding,
meaning my uncles and aunts from all over the world,
okay,which only basically means, the various parts of
M'SIA. haha.
the way i phrased it,was just wrong.

however,
everyone has gone back.
almost. my aunt and cousin wil be leaving tmr.

the night of the wedding, 21st dec.
was perfect.
i've got so much to tell everyone abt the wedding.
but i wont do it now, like this, right here.

the other function on the 23rd was a
very small one.
for family and close friends.
was simple and lovely.

despite the MANY sleepless nights i've had
prior to the wedding,
it was all worth it.

thank you to everyone
of many precious friends who have joined my
family and i in this celebration.
and all the help is very much appreciated.

oh well.
this starts a new beginning.

haha, philip and i.
well, i came to school at ard 730
to do the HTML project.
ahhaha.
HOWEVER, as you can see.
we didnt do it. hahha

SISTER'S ENGAGEMENT(:

it was a totally lovely day.
and i really wish it hadnt ended.
it was soo much of fun(:

besides family,
narash and vithya were there with my family and me.

and to narasimma baldevan
THANK YOU FOR COMING OVER IN THE AFTERNOON
TO PASS ME THE CD FILLED WITH TAMIL SONGS.
AND SORRY, FOR BEING QUITE A HARSH BITCH TO YOU, THE
NIGHT BEFORE(i was stressed up, OHKAY?! and yes that shouldnt
be a reason), BUT HEY, I'M REALLY SORRY.

and anyway, the entire function was (:
and ended extremely well, with ashraf
joining the family, after the family dance,
TUNAK TUNAK TUN(:
but this would mean, closer to the wedding date.
which would mean, my sister leaving this family.

the entire ceremony was rather interesting.
haha(:

i loved today.
and having the ENTIRE family here also, rocked(:

i cannot explain to you in words how yesterday went.
i can try. haha.which i did.
and moreover its the first like such event in my own
immediate family, whcih makes it even more,
exciting.

and even though,
haha.
i had very little sleeep, preparng for the function,
it was all worth it.
for my dearest lovely sister.

I LOVE EVERYTHING(:
haha.
well, not quite.
ALMOST, EVERYTHING.

and hopefully today my mum and i goes over
to AUNTY CHITRA's place.
I NEEEED my mum to see HER(:
aahhaha

i may achieve a deeper understanding,
though it's hard to say exactly
what will come of it in the future.

my night was made(:
salihin, is so funny.
we were rapping online and all.
making songs!

and then, spending time with
the lovely sister of mine.
what more can i ask?

Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when you leave this year,
you won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now
cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

and how will i ever know
if you never tell.

i think communication is totally essential.
imagine a world without any form of communication?
it prob cant survive.it WONT.
hence what i am deriving at is,
COMMUNICATE BETTER(:

and what about mental games?
ahaha.

Having high expectations is pointless unless you give people clearer instructions.-june 18th(: archive

9:51 AM

Wednesday, December 12, 2007 »

Part of the stress you are going through
(if not, all of the stress you are going through)
is self-inflicted.

what to do?
get yourself to see things in a more carefree way,
you will start to feel more carefree. haha!
Your emotions might be clouded up,
but that is because you are distracted.

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us around?

10:35 AM

Tuesday, December 11, 2007 »

some dance to remember,
some dance to forget.

6:26 AM

Monday, December 10, 2007 »

some random photos taken in the past 2 weeks(:or more.








liwen,a very happy girl on her birthday(:

5:37 AM

Sunday, December 09, 2007 »

slowly but surely(:

today was the perfect kind of day to be
lazing around aimlessly, or
sitting at starbucks doing NOTHING, or
reading magazines, or jst chilling over at a friend's place,
or having them at my place.

but sadly,i didnt not do, any of the above):
haha.
oh well.oh well.
it happens(:

i've always wanted to do my work at the stadium.
and i'm glad kishor brought me there, that day.
however, instead of doing my work,
i was watching the soccer match.
and ever since then, i have watched a couple of matches
NYP soccer team have played.
interesting, i must say.

BRING ME TO STARBUCKS!

Being courageous doesn't mean
you have to do anything as dramatic as climbing a mountain or rescuing orphans from burning buildings.
Why not identify what you really want and speak up for yourself? That's courage, too.

and so, i've beeen spending alot of time with my older sister.
its beeen great.
and so, she's getting married soon.really sooon.
extremely excited for the wedding(:

9:10 AM