social queen was forced to leave her throne....

but now.. she's BACK! yeah!

my boss was damn furious juz now. gosh. scary man. AHH!! bye-bye RAJA. bye-bye MARK!!!
i had to quit the job. it aint my cup of tea, AT THE MOMENT! okay. maybe when i am a lil older this job will be the perfect one. for now. its juz a no-no. i like it though. but too many other things flooding my mind.
i tell u. every single day after work i was damn stress. rilla and nisa n feeza are my witnesses!
even juz the thought of it got me stress! RAHH!

well. the only reason why i stayed on till today was coz of the people. they were very nice. totally totally nice. MARK made it feel better. my leader kept motivating me. i felt obliged to stay on. the word is OBLIGED!. gosh. AHH!! RAHHH!!!

so well. got a job at mrs.field. will be workin at paragon or tangs. or both. tmr will be training day.

NISA.. thanks for saving me AGAIN! sexaye FEEZ... i love sarpino's. thanks for bein here!! ahahha.
RILLA.flirt.MAHA FLIRT thanks for makin me feel good abt myself! ahahha.


MAPLE and AMY.. u both damn sweet la! thanks for the sweet sweet sugarfilled honey coated messages. ahahah AMY! well. see u bth soon. will have more time on my hands now, esp now that i have a more flexible job. ahah. amy. our reply to each otehr msg-s takes like ancient years to reach! ahah.
see u bth soon.

HARRESh.. yeah we met up yesterday. after a blady long time! ahhaha

YAZID... AHMAD.. DILLON.. you are all missed.
samirah.. fahimah. had fun that day.
YAN LING... where are you?!
manshya... finally caught up with u

CARA LOH and ELTON LOH. stay strong. love u bth. *smiles*.. happier times are comin ur way...

SAVRINA... four more days honey!!!!


thanks harresh for posting my last post... ahaha.. update later gonna go for lunch!

been a long time since i blogged.
feeza. nisa.rilla.harresh. u made my miserable days last week. not as miserable as it could be.
thanks alot!

HEY I GOT A NEW PHONE NUMBER PEOPLE! 81807704


i got my new job recently!enjoying it abit.its at clarke quay and the ambience there rocks!


I MISS samirah,yan ling,amy,maple,yazid,fahimah and HARRESH!

I havent seen you guys in a long time and i hope to see you all soon!lotsa love! going to starbucks now!

gosh. my sis makes me marks her work and do power-point slides for her classes. the only reason why i do it, is coz i get paid.
i saw this skirt. nice. i like it. but i cant get it. juz yet. no dough. =( well working for it though.
i haven been out lately. been waking up like so god damn late. like ard 4 to six in the afternoons. but thats only coz i sleep pretty late as well. but its so unlike me. to be staying at home. alot lately. well not totally the whole time la. but juz more then usual.

i haven been out with NISA, FEEZA, YAZID, SAMIRAH, GOH YAN LING,HARRESH... for quite some time. MAPLE and AMY.. catch up with u bth soon.
miss u all.
goin out with RILLA tmr. oh wait. later on.

i love washing the car! rocks. at first i was pretty hesitant n all. but then when i took the sponge which was so soapy n all and started cleaning the car with it. i juz could not stop. was so much fun.

i want starbucks.

so well. FEEZA and NISA, i miss u bth. alot. many many. seriously. alot.

in the past few days, i realised somethin abt myself. i get attached to stuff easily and fast. stuff including ppl. these ppl becomes a huge importance in my life as time passes by. n sometimes when they go away it hurts alot. and the pain never goes. as in. even till now. if i think abt it. i will feel hurt n sad. gosh. i love her. still alot. she made me so happy all the time we met. now juz leading different lives. however i m sure one day, soon. our lives will collide into one another again. this time for good.

so well. SAVRINA KAUR SHAHI su-hsein( is that how ur chinese name is spelt?) ahah
i love u. guess what?? ur b'day is coming... okay. not that near though. but soon. in lets see.... today is the 21. hmm.. abt 12 days? there are 28 days this mth rite? okay. i m crappin.
savrina. my sunflower blueberry bestie. lovin u.

so i never realise how heartless n mean n stupid i was. till the recent weeks. i never realise what i had. till the recent weeks. i was selfish n mean to him. i know he is a much different person now. a better person. i realise what importance he had in my life jus recently. i guess its kinda late.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAPLE!!

hey princess-for-today, hope u had lots fun! love u

so only, the beginning of my day and the ending of it rocked. the whole middle part sucked.
really sucked.
morning. got a few calls.
so what made my day? RILLA.. in the morning. thanks alot darl! had a great conversation with u! I LOVE YOU!.. ahahha.

the whole afternoon sucked coz i din go out to gelare =( so so sad. nisa and feeza did try cheering me up. love u bth. but still damn. sucked. argh! bth of them had so much fun. at swensens and then gealre n then sarpino's!!! i so badly wanted to go. no fuckin mood the whole fuckin afternoon. went out with my mum for a while.

the at night. suprisingly. deepan, khairi n azmir made my day. they met me under my block for a while to give me a big chocolate cake. juz for me. only for me. so huge. the one from four leaves. the one i love. so pretty. i haven even eaten it. was so happy. considering the fact that at first i was so lazy and hesistant to go down. trust me. i was touched. din expect it. AT ALL!


but well the whole day did suck, overall.
i wantd to spend it with my darlin frenz. which i din. i owe u all valentines' day gifts too. sorry haven had the mood to do/get one. will soon.

No one's journey through life is a linear path,
so don't be discouraged if you feel like you're repeating one or more sections of your travels.
It just means that there's another lesson to learn on your way to success.
-libra horoscope 13/02/2006

god has a different plan for me.

NISA...

its kinda obvious now that everytime i m in a terrible situation, the first person i look for is YOU! taht shows how much i need you. n how much u mean to me!
if u still dont know. well. YOU MEAN A WHOLE LOT TO ME!

thanks. u got no idea how important ur role is in my life at times. from the accident on new year's to this. now. right now.

you're smart. totally responsible. reliable. cute. and everythin associated with all of those adjectives. bithcy too! gosh. savrina n you totally make me a stronger person.

knowing that you're here to advice me through makes me feel so lucky!

how i wish my life partner would be a combination of u n savrina! wait. i dont want him to be prettier then me. no actually. come to think of it. maybe not a wise choice/thought.

u cleared my doubts. now i can totally think properly. i love you.
THANKS ALOT NISA.
the conversation juz now was great. cant wait to see u tmr. STARBUCKS.


SO LUCKY to have the support of my family!
my mother and brother rocks!!

now i know what i want, where to go. what to do.
a much stronger girl now!



reminise. if only...

my darlins from BRD!
the cute lil gnome... CHAN NURUL NISA.. my other bestie
sexaye dragon boat partner2005..... FEEZA YUSOF..... the sexy bitch
sporty and down to earth chick..... GOH YAN LING..... elegant babe with perfect skin
my lil cousin beyonce..... SAMIRAH..... rockin voice
metro-sexual hunk...... YAZID..... the urban guy, nigel.
gorgeous legs..... CARA LOH..... the perfect smile.
bollywood babe..... MANSHYA...... the good girl
the president of council 2005..... LYNETTE HUANG..... kindest chick i ever knew
prom queen 2005..... JELISA.... the girl you want to bring home to meet ur parents
the best partner/buddy..... DILLON.... the guy u dont want to bring home to meet ur parents

bascially there is so much more then this. but well. these are the few who mean much more then the rest i guess. ahahah
LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU, SAVRINA! MY BLUEBERRY SUNFLOWER BESTIE... HOTTEST BESTIE anyone can ever WISH FOR!
i couldnt ask for more. anythin more. u juz made me feel better. thanks. though u aint here with me n all. ur words juz get to me. comfort me n all. thanks alot.
u gave me the biggest suprise i ever had in my entire stay in this world( well so far) ahahha.
the time when u came back to singapore last year. i was havin physics. n i saw u in the canteen. N U NEVER TOLD ME U WERE COMIN. u told the rest n told them not to tell me. juz to SUPRISE ME. how touching. gosh i love you.
so u have seen me, from an ugly duckling. pathetic loser ahahah in primary school. a lil better lookin duck in secondary school. but we haven haven seen me like a swan YET!! ahahhaa. i m still growing. ahhaha..
i love you. its coming to the 9th year since we've been frenz. I LOVE YOU!
you've been therefor me when u were here in singapore. from sports days to road runs. to everythin important in my life. to long john silvers, mother tongue period. N bascially everythin.
sleepovers. eating pasta.
n now that u're a gazillion miles x 100000 away. to think that u're still here with me, i m so very greatful. glad to know that u're here with me as well.
thanks. i love you.
ahaha.

p.s. rmb the time when she sang the song? ahah that girl. i shant mention the name. a lil too sensitive. but i know u know who i am talkin abt. ahaha HILARIOUS to the core.

g
osh. i love you. u're like my chocolate provider.
well EVERY valentines day would be filled with chocolates.
we would sit in the library eating chocolates! ahaha. MOTHER TONGUE PEROID. ahahha
i miss everythin. gossiping abt alot alot of things ahahha.
VALENTINE's DAY was SPECIAL EVERY YEAR!
guess we can only celebrate V'day this year when u're back like what u said.


thanks for cheering me up. and clearing the doubts in my brain, I LOVE YOU!

hoping the best for my results. u know u mean alot to me. u really do. u always did. n u always will. missing you. come home quick.

I LOVE SAVRINA KAUR SHAHI
THANKS ALOT!

12:53 PM

I LOVE STARBUCKS AND GELARE!!

had caramel frap. was perfect for the evening.

FEEZA.. ahahha. *smiles*

5:35 AM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006 »

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRESH!

1:43 AM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006 »

I NEED ICE-CREAM. its no longer a want!! its a NEED!!
chocolates. chocolate-mint ICE CREAM! the chocolate overload at gelare! i NEED!
crazy temptations. i love you. i need you. NOW!!

10:07 AM

okay. i guess, FEEZA, NISA and I are one of the latest to watch that geisha movie.
i thought the movie was gonna be pretty boring. thought of backin out.
coz firstly i m officially a poor woman for this month and secondly the thought of results coming out on friday scared me. however i juz couldnt tell feeza. so scared of her. n besides even if i did, she prob have a way to force me to come. ahaha.
so like i went for it. the movie was pretty awesome. ahaha. but it was freakin long! feeza was damn hilarious. she got restless and started fidgeting and staring at me. oh she did her hair. she looked good!!!
so well. my poor lil bestie CHAN NURUL NISA was sick. =(
feeza and i were in our own converstaion while nisa juz stared. so like making fun of the way nisa talks was fun.
had late lunch at sarpino's.
harresh dropped by to past me a letter. sweet. thanks.

din go to gelare today. so so so damn damn damn sad. i will go. definitely. soon. real soon.

8:26 AM

Monday, February 06, 2006 »

the afternoon was gd. spent it with my sis and later on with feeza and nisa at SARPINO'S PIZZARIA.
the evening was great. spent it at starbucks with nisa, dillon, clement, yong meng, melvyn and jeremy. blady dillon. say want to treat. wait so long. never. ahahah. but well aint his fault la. we were all so full after dinner and all. ahahah
yong meng was god damn hilarious as usual. had a gd time there.
went to classic pool to meet my darlin goh yan, lynette, jia hong and sylvester.
gosh dillon so nice. ahahha. i m impress. k la. i know he is always nice.
for not treating me he said sorry! ahahah. sweeet.

and....


DomaineCD. says:
don worry if u no valentines date i be urs cause i also don have


ahahah. what a sweet boy dillon is! ahahha.

so well. i have sucha bitchy bestie!! NISA! what was"EDMUND ,SHAZA IS INTERESTED IN YOU!" for????
argh. bitch. such a liar! ahahha.
furthermore. infront of everyone. so damn loudly.
how could you!!!??? argh!!

k forget that. GELARE... i cant wait. yeah. been craving for it eversince last week tuesday. ahahha.

yazid. i miss you! ur voice rocks. get well soon.

and yong meng dont worry much. i hope you get through ur heartbreak asap. take care. =)

goh yan ling and melvyn chong. sorry had to rush home. so badly badly wanted to see desperate housewives. sorry. i know yan, you so wanted me to stay. babe, will make it up to you soon. I LOVE YOU! I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

7:13 AM

Sunday, February 05, 2006 »

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watched the stars crash in the sea
If I can ask God just one question
Why arent you here with me tonight?

you're busy. i understand. shall try to understand.

6:49 AM

Saturday, February 04, 2006 »

the rock concert at was rockin. well at some parts. electrico, ronin and skyjuice are the only grps i remember. I SAW SHAN WEE! so god damn cute.
ahah. GOH YAN LING thanks for saving me again from my "I-cant-find-my-shirt crisis". you're always there when i am in desperate need of a shirt! i love you!

MAPLE and AMY. thanks alot girls for coming. meant alot. well. if u girls werent there everythin prob feel damn weird. ahah. I LOVE YOU BOTH. and THANKS for the rubber duck! ahhaha

HARRESH thanks for the special evening.

7:41 AM

Friday, February 03, 2006 »

got up at nine. when to town with asheta. we were shoppin at tangs coz she had the forty dollar voucher.
then headed to FAIRFIELD METHODIST to meet two ladies. MAPLE and AMY MAY!. ahhah
we went to HOLLAND V for lunch the coffee club. had a awesome great time there.

so well. got to know the ladies much better. esp amy. she's lovely. maple. i realised that she can get irritating if she wanted to. esp to amy! ahahha

so well. we went to ACJC for the match after that. the game was awesome. n so. i went there with totally no knowledge of rugby. but i came back quite well-educated abt the sport!

MAPLE and AMY kept praising HARRESH to the damn core! ahahha. well i have to admit. he was freakin good on the field. well. so practically everyone ard me was filling my mind with gd things abt HARRESH. ahah. even amy's fren marc? somethin like taht.

so today was great. except for THAT part.

so hmm.. gonna sleep over at my fren'z hse tonight again! ahaha.
lotsa plans tmr.
gonna go NGEE ANN poly for the open hse with beloved NISA. n then to the rock for good thin. with harresh, elton, maple!! wait elton may not be comin. =(

so well. hope everythin turns out well.

argh. we haven been talkin to each other much!!

p.s. I CRAVE ATTENTION!
ahahah kiddin

4:55 AM

Thursday, February 02, 2006 »

FEEZA.... MY SEXAYe DRAGON BOAT PARTNER... HIGH-LIGHTED HER HAIR!.... ooooo... gorgeous i tell you! ahhaha.
so waited for god damn THREE hours at the hair shop( saloon??) for NISA CHAN n FEEZA YUSOF!! n then lisa came to far east too!
so we were so eager to go eat at PUNCHAK!( i think its spelt without the H)... when we went there! IT WAS CLOSED! =(
so well we went to sakura. the HONG KONG HOR FUN ROCKED. as in it was so delicious. aahah. wait i think before that we took neo prints? yes we did.

so well headed to the most precious place... STARBUCKS!. iskhandar joined us.

so then OJW!! got me the bag i wanted! sweet!

slept over at my fren's hse. was so fun. the whole night was spent juz talkin n talkin.

4:40 PM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006 »

I WANT PHARRELL WILLIAMS!

1:14 AM