i cant believe elroy and i spent the day at a library at boon lay!

well. i couldnt complain la. it was already very nice of him to follow me to clementi to get somethin from karthik's place.

and so what did i learn today? alot abt rock climbing. thanks to roy.
BF didnt join me! she wanted to study.

i came back yesterday(: pretty late.

and so you can believe how much fun i had today to like finally MEET PEOPLE!
okay was suppose to meet nis at 830. but coz i slept at 6. i obviously couldnt get up. and the night before i can rmb exactly what i said. it went like this. roughly la

nis: shaz u sure u want to meet at 830? we can meet later
shaz: of course. i cant wait to see you! i can confirm get up dont worry abt me.

gosh. k well anyway. i met arwin. so he was the first one i met. then azhar and dinesh dropped by and then chan nurul came.

okay the day was pretty packed. and 24hrs was just not enough. nis n i headed to coffee bean after that. waiting for my sister who was going to bring me shopping
and talking abt coffee bean THANK YOU FOR THE CARAMEL FRAP, ARWIN.

and as it was tuesday u prob know where nis and i headed to. yes! GELARE siglap.with feez and aunty. called amin to join us. he arrived super fast la considering the fact that he stayed at tiong bahru

k the evening was pretty awesome. but BF was annoyed. she said i had no ethics. gosh.
well. i know she loves me.

ROAR!

the other comp had some problems and so i had to use this other comp that apparently has nothing in it.

NO MSN! i tried downloading it a couple of times. waiting for like an hour each time and to my dismay it always had problems towards the end! sucky i tell u.

and this comp is effing slow. but well since i have all the time now, it is pretty fine.

besides i have to be thankful that i atleast have the internet. everything happens for a reason.

well when my uncle comes back from dubai i'll prob be going on msn again. hopefully. i pray.

so well.till then mail me okay. or call me.

dont know the number get it from narash. dont know narash's number get it from someone who knows narash. still dont know the number. get it from someone who knows the person who knows narash's number

and as u can see i'm effing bored.hah.

well or u could simply go to one of my dec 2006 entries. i wrote the number there.


and to chan nurul.
WHY HAVE U BEEN SO BUSY?
and I LOVE YOU.


SAVRINA!
ahaha. come back soon. will be waiting.

THIS IS FOR YOU, SAVRINA KAUR SHAHI(:

you know i dont think i've ever told u this but, i love the name shahi! like sounds so royal! ahahah


well.
I LOVE YOU(:
you know that.

all the sports days in brd and road runs and practically everythin i was in, you were like MY NUMBER 1 supporter. you rock la. and so its been 9 years already(:

thanks for everything, bestfriend.

i wont forget LJS days ahahaha! at beodk. the best times. and our free periods. and having crushes on the same boys ahaha! like S.A((:
and i can never do that with anyone else anymore. ahaha. they'll prob hate the thought of it.ahahah

and ELDDS((: aahh u as the slutty secretary!
and my suprise birthday parties(:
and you suprise party BY ME(:

i am one happy lady now.
i bought lots of chocolates today, to keep me company at night when i'm watching TV(:

i've been watching this show called TABLE FOR THREE:DESIRE on star world everynight. its really nice. and nice would be too vague a word.

"the opposite of love isnt hate. its INDIFFERENCE" -BREE, desperate housewife

there's so many things i want to blog abt today.


hula hoops are loved. totally. by me.

i watched oprah the other day. and..

EVA LONGORIA's BOY FRIEND, TONY PARKER, IS BLOODY BLOODY BLOODY AWESOMELY HANDSOME.

he is a basketball player. and the way they met was super funny too. she met him in the changing room after some game of his and the weirdest part.. he didnt know who eva longoria was. he didnt know she was one of the cast in desperate housewives. cause he doesnt have time for tv and all.

and u know. you should read up on it more! but whatever it is. gosh they're so sweet together. and he is very nice to her family. and they gave oprah $50 000.

tony parker is super tall. and everything abt him is so wow. tall guy.

k anyway.you know what i want?

i want a guitar with my name on it! it'd be super awesome.

and so i've been out of s'pore for exactly a month now.

when u want to spend time with someone, you dont need a reason. you just want to.

so anyway.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAJMI(:

if i lay here. if i just lay here.
would u lie with me
and just forget the world?


would u bestfriend? ahahha!


so anyway. amin is in s'pore already. lucky him. i want to go home too!!
well. i promised amin that i'll bring him out when i'm back. but like by the time i come home, he'll prob already not need me cause he'll prob already know three quraters of s'pore.

it must be hard to be living in a foreign country all alone and knowing so little abt it. but well. amin,
no fear, shaza's here!
have fun in s'pore!! and miri is okay la. prob with the right company it might be better.

criticism. you have two ways to deal with them. you could choose to let it affect and do nothing abt it.
OR you could always do other wise. which is prob to NOT be oblivious to it. meaning dont ignore it and see the positive in it.

you know in every circumstance,situation and basically EVERYTHING.. there's always a good in it. which sometimes you might not get to see it at that particular moment but just later on.

so well. have you ever felt that ur privacy hs been violated?
hmm..


HELP! I FEEL LIKE AN AIMLESS PIECE OF COOKIE DOUGH!

so basically this was my sister's reply. you see being an FnN teacher has prob changed her life alot!

- Sh@f! says:
aimless cookie dough????hahahahhahaa

- Sh@f! says:
its ok. every aimless cookie dough can be baked into yummy butterscotch cookie


and i reckon. that made me feel a wee bit better.
oh yes. i forgot to mention that i feel normal.gd or bad? you decide


you know. it'd be awesome to just run away from all this misery. far far away.
so will you be my escape?

10:25 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007 »

its time to open up my eyes!!

It's hard to believe
That I couldn't see

You were always there beside me
Thought I was alone
With no one to hold
But you were always right beside me

I'm loving having you around

3:10 AM

PRIYANKA CHOPRA is so damn pretty(:

gosh.

well do you know something? i'm beginning to love things here. like everyday, fardeen and najmi will comb my hair after they come back from school. and then they'll have this 'massage shop' and guess what?!

i'm the customer. ahah. the only one. so like she'll put lotion on my legs and hands and massage them, while fardeen massages the head.

awesome right?
and just to let you know, as i'm blogging now, my other cousins doing my hair. again!ahah(:

so well anyway. for the past few nights. my cousin will wake up in the middle of the night feeling scared and he'll come to my room and sleep with me. super cute la. gosh. somehow i feel so loved and wanted from the small boy.

so anyway.

i'm craving a major dose of excitement!!

and i'm thinking of fried mars bars.

well. i'll might be going to Brunie tmr. cause my visa's ended. so like, you know la. its a 45 mins drive from here. so i reckon its basically like s'pore and johor.

1:34 AM

Thursday, January 04, 2007 »

for every circumstance, we have choice of how to react and we have a control over it. however most of the time, we let others decide how we should react.

we're lucky we always have a choice.
i chose to let go. well if its mine, it'll come back. OJW told me that once.

reminsing wont do any good. ahah.

11:04 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007 »

I DROVE A CAR!

i was so very excited. ahaha. and still am. okay. it doesnt matter if it was auto or manual to me. cause i still drove one. roar!!


so dating ur friend's ex is like a NO! rule of feminism. ahaha savrina kaur shahi and i were chatting abt it just now. so yes. left like blogging abt it.

got chan nurul's msg last night. and am very touched.
thanks babe. i miss you more.

narash, please cheer up.


i've been reading this book called EXES ANONYMOUS. pretty gd book. its abt how this girl still havent moved on from her last relationship,five mths ago. reason being cause they broke up still loveing each other. sadded. and how she going to overcome it. pretty gd book

10:38 PM

Monday, January 01, 2007 »

you think you've pretty much met the man of your dreams, except for one, small thing: he's been around the block quite a few times. should it matter?

9:38 AM

"If someone is not getting the message you are trying so hard to send,
today is the day to think about letting go of this particular project.
This person's skull may just be too thick -- why waste any more effort? The future you imagined may still happen, but it might have a slightly different cast of characters. And putting a chill onto your hot advances won't be so difficult once you meet a very kind stranger later today."- my astrology for today(:

from cleo magazine. wanted to let everyone know this.girls.

"we all know the rule:'Never date someone on the rebound". In this society of serious monogamists, most of us go from one relayionship to the next with some degree of overlap. we date without commiting. we commit while still dating. in crude terms, we comparison shop."


important note for this year.
~there comes a time when we have to move on. even though we may not be done sorting out our feelings from the past, we need to focus on what we're trying to build in our new relationships. while its good to maintain connections with people who have shared important fragments of our loves, there are limits. we cannot create a future while gazing at the past and ignoring the present.


this year will hopefully be awesome. i love you all. see you all on jan 28th.hearts.

lots of hugs.

2:03 AM