this is so funny.
savrina's blog entry for ME(:
and be warned.
its SUPER LONG.
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The Chilli Padi

hahahahahahaha..my darling bestest best friend would like a birthday post..and so..firstly, i wud like to apologize to her for not putting one up in the first place..HOW COULD I NOT?!! right?..lol..but i did wish her..

so yesterday i blogged after a long long time..and it was the 29th of september over here in the united states.

n yes...Once upon a time, on the sunny island of Singapore, the Beautiful Queen was cooking her favorite dish...and realized she had run out of chilli padi..which was a very important ingredient in the dish! she ran around looking high and low..and ordered her servants to go look..but there were none to be found. That night the Queen looked up the the sky, and made a wish that some day, once again, there would be chilli padis in the world.

On the 29th of September 1989, about 9 mths later, the queen discovered she was about to give birth. Out popped Princess Zawani, the hottest chilli padi in the universe!! the Queen was surprised, she was hoping for chilli padis, not a baby with a hot temper!! but well, wat can u do.....BUT..on that joyous day, later on in the evening....it actually RAINED chilli padis....and the queen was happier than ever.

so...This little chilli padi became a huge drama queen, and began to get hungrier as she grew. she would walk by a macdonald's, and the little chilli padi would squirm and whine, "oh!!..my tummy so pain!!!...im so hungry!!". so the queen would feed her and feed her and it was then that she realized that this was some kind of magical chilli padi, cuz she never seemed to gain any weight.....

Princess Zawani grew into an adorable, but very very naughty little girl. She loved to make alot of friends, but somehow never lost them, even when she would play her favorite game of STABBING PENCILS INTO THIER ARMS...for fun!

but yes...one day, she was roaming around the the mystical amber, brown, and white forest, called Haig Forest, when she spotted a little girl, sitting behind a saga tree, crying. Atfirst, Princess Zawani became quite annoyed, wondering why the stpid little girl was crying in such a beautiful island. She later found out that this little girl had just moved from a far away land, as she had a strange accent, and became excited as she was her age!..Also that she was eating chocolates..which got the chilli padi hungry, as usual..lol.

So the two became friends, and they would meet up in school as they were put into the same class. The Princess, being the princess, was made monitress of the class, and would take charge of everyone in the classroom, but always blamed it on the little girl if the class got too loud. lol. But..this little girl decided that it was alright, as the princess was her friend and she would never want the PRINCESS to get into trouble.


ahahahaha..this is cracking me up!


anywaysss..a year later, they got seperated into different classes and kind of lost touch, except for the birthday parties held at the little girl's home in the Elite part of town.

I know this is about the princess...but...lemme just say...throughout that time, the little girl grew more and more unhappy...not being able to find a real place among the other girls. when finally, the day came..and everyone of those girls would be sent to a new school.

The little girl got sent to the crazy Lord Jaffar's school of witchcraft and wizardry, called Broadrick. She looked around and did not see anyone she knew from her old school, and this depressd her even more. so, she began to try and ask for permission to go to another school.

After a few days, as the little girl was losing hope of ever changing schools OR finding friends in this new school, she bumped into the one and only Princess Zawani!!!!! The little girl was over joyed! and so was the Princess!!

From that day on, they became close close friends..and soon became bestfriends. Until this day...the two can be seen laughing like crazy, every july..on the buses around the sunny island of singapore...or in a starbucks, or Parkway parade, or anywhere else...

And if u ever see them, u must give them gifts of Mint Chocolates, Whipped Cream and Caramel, Fried mars bars, gulab jamun*stolen from the little girl's grandma* and chicken rice!.....otherwise, the mystical chilli padi will engulf u in her wrath of Fury!!!!!-->*ROOOOAAAAAAARRRRR!!!!!!

The End
ahahaha..I LOVE YOU SHAZAWANI BEGUM! i hope all your wishes come true and that you never live a truly unhappy day on this earth, as...i never want to see u roaarr in anguish. =]

Love,
Savrina

ashraf bought me sareee(:
as a birthday present.
to be used at the wedding.

its my first ever.
and its so pretty.
i'm the bride's maid.or is it bridesmaid?
or howver.
but it seems so rude.
maid?!
ROAR!

went jogging at ECP with my sister.
and one of the worst way to bump into someone familiar
is while jogging.
and that happened):
haha. saw sharmeeta.

and the other worst way to meeet someone is
at any fastfood place after jogging.
like so contradicting,
and that happened too):
gosh.
what must she be thinking of us!
haha.

saw paris and lynette huang.
as well.

class chalet starts tmr.
i wonder how its going to be like.

11:45 AM

Saturday, September 29, 2007 »

MY THANK YOU POST.
haha(:
thank you to everyone.

nis, thanks for coming all the way to send this.
loved it.


thank you for all for spending time with me.
and for all the wishes
and the lovely gifts.

and everyone.
i feel loved.

so i'm finally 18.
and so, when are you people going to take me to THAT place(:

11:32 PM

celebration with the family(:
started with sister.
at swensens.


we were at PS, then went to city hall.
shopped at marina square for awhile.
then to PARKWAY. and she bought me a very pretty dress.
that she wore for dinner in the end(: haha!

then headed to fish and co with the rest.
and that was my birthday wish.
to have a lovely dinner with the family.
and when my dad called saying he migh not make it,
i was quite disheartened.
but IN THE END, he turned up(:
i mean
WHO COULD POSSIBLY EVER MISS HIS DAUGHTER'S 18TH BIRTHDAY??!
(:




the only one who wrapped the present(:

and my brother bought me this addidas bag(:
cream colour! but he didnt wrap it):

my dad gave money.
quite boring.
why do people give money?
soo boring. but hey, i should be really lucky.
and i am grateful(:
so i am dedicating the entire sum of money to
BUY clothes.
whoever who seee me buying other stuff,
should SCOLD ME!

and my mum is bringing me to pierce my nose(:

ashraf joined us.

had to upload ths picture.
i took it.
and i think she loooks lovely.
and to think by my next birthday she would be married.

9:30 PM

there was a knock on the door.
at 0432hrs.
i peeped through that peeping hole thing
and saw candles on some cake.

WITHOUT opening the door, I RAN UP.
haha.
i loooked tooo horrendous to face whoever who was at the door.

guess who?
NARASIMMA BALDEVAN, VITHYA, PRAVIND PAUL.

ROAR, i tell you.
ROAR!!!!!!!!!

i swear it was a super big.
enornomously huge.
gigantic x ten thousand million big.
SUPRISE EVER!

gosh, post all the lovely photos later.
i just came home after sending, the three lovely friends home(:
haha.
blog more later.

but before that.

I'M 18(:
hahahahahahahhaaha.

5:56 PM

and roar! the suprise):
wait, it should be (:

me,at possibly the one of the ugliest time.
and three lucky people saw.




and pravind, again. haha

vithya and narash, literally-ly stoning. haha(:

it touches my heart deeply to know that they sacrifised their
sleep for ME.
and for me its like,
sleep is so important(EVERYONE KNOWS THIS),
so if i can sacrifise my sleep for YOU,
means you mean alot to me.
exludoing, times when i am TOTALLY sleeepy.
haha(:

and look at pravind. sleeping again(:
ahhah so funny.

11:19 AM

my 18th birthday was lovely.
no doubt about that.
will enlighten everyone with details tmr.
and
I LOVE EVERYONE who made me SMILE today.
THANK YOU(:

7:34 AM

Friday, September 28, 2007 »

narash and me in the cab, going for dinner.

pravind paul and me.

vithya and me.

narasimma baldevan and me.

the bouqet(narash)

and yes, thats, yes. (pravind)

the lovely top(: from vithya.
and yes,i wore that for the celebration with my family

from valerie, the front was a picture of me(:

so sweet of her.
esp cause i hardly know her.
thanks.(10-year friend)

7:30 PM

narasimma baldevan picked me up ard 6.
cabbed down to esplanade.
had cookies and brownies at MRS.FIELDS.
dinner at THAI EXPRESS.

and then,
a surprise visit from VITHYA, PRAVIND and VALERIE(:
and then, another unplanned meeting
with an old friend.
luqman.

and so i thought my suprise, and basically
my birthday was just that
WHEN...(view next post 290989)

5:52 PM

from nis's blog. haha. i stole it(:

happy birthday to myself(:

9:33 AM

Saturday, September 22, 2007 »

The past has passed, and your future lies ahead of you,
beautiful and ripe with many exciting opportunities -- so why are you dwelling on things that just don't matter?

You can't change what has been done -- all you can do is learn your lesson and know better next time.

It's time to shake yourself loose from the grip of your past and move forward.



was thinking about it the whole night.

and hence i will try nt to think abt it anymore.

the past is the past.

reminising is never goood.

7:53 AM

Monday, September 17, 2007 »

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

12:43 PM

Friday, September 14, 2007 »

THANK YOU AHSAN.
and i feel much better.

12:58 AM

Thursday, September 13, 2007 »

siglap starbucks with the lovely manshya(:
on tuesday. we were supposed to have gelare.
but i reckon, we'll have it next week.

well, this holidays as of now, i have two goals.
successfully complete the rubik's cube.
and i must half way through it.
and secondly, something more religious-ly like.
understand the quran through reading the english translation
haha.

my wisdom tooth has been hurting alot.
but, it should be fine sooon.

i am going jogging now.
east coast, here i come(:
i neeeed caramel frap after that.

9:43 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007 »

parkway.starbucks.nigel.kegan.100907
and oh yes, miss fatonah and some arab girl joined us for awhile.

12:11 PM

Traditional Libra Traits

Diplomatic and urbane
Romantic and charming
Easygoing and sociable
Idealistic and peaceable


On the dark side

Indecisive and changeable
Gullible and easily influenced
Flirtatious and self-indulgent

haha.how true?!
and somehow, i dont know, if you believe. but i feel that
somehow, you are what you are slightly. because of your, star signs.
and well of course. the rest would include, your environment in which u grew up,and blah blah.

so well,more(:
LIKES

The finer things in life
Sharing
conviviality
Gentleness


DISLIKES

Violence
Injustice
Brutishness
Being a slave to fashion

the negative libran character
easygoing to the point of inertia,
seldom angry when circumstances demand a show of annoyance at least; with sudden storms of rage.

so you see, i can get really angry,and i will.
sooon.
well, seee me at home!shahira is one person who can totally crack me!

In their personal relationships they show understanding of the other person's point of view,
trying to resolve any differences by compromise, and are often
willing to allow claims against themselves to be settled to
their own disadvantage rather than
spoil a relationship.

and the best of all(:
READ THIS
Their marriages, however, stand a good chance of success
because they are frequently the union of "true minds".
The Libran's continuing kindness toward his or her partner
mollifies any hurt the latter may feel if the two have had a tiff.
Nor can the Libran's spouse often complain that he
or she is not understood, for the Libran is usually the
most empathetic of all the zodiacal types and
the most ready to tolerate the beloved's failings.

and right now, prob the only person that disagrees with that
is narasimma baldevan?haha

and, my possible future career.
Libran financiers sometimes make good speculators, for they have the optimism and ability to recover from financial crashes
and yet Librans can shock everyone around them

roar,
you guys should just read up about your signs for fun, or something(:
http://www.adula.com/libra.htm

11:44 AM

Sunday, September 09, 2007 »

and i thought of it.
well, when i said smart, i think i actually meant something else,
its the way ahsan speaks.
and like, he is articulate.
and the way he thinks.

pardon me. my vocabulary quite little. cause,
i realised, i obviously used the wrong word.
cause, when i say smart, there are actually alot of BRAIN-iacs i know.
like, PRAVIND PAUL. the KI boy.
and vithya, and savrina(in some otehr way)

but anyway, thats beside the point.
so yes. jst thought of re-explaining the previous post
aha.
and yes, EVERYONE IS SMART(:
i reckon,its just the way the show their intelligence.

and then again, the more articulate ones would seem more smarter,
compared to the less articulate one who was actually much much more smarter.
you get what i'm trying to say?

well, and for an example of the less articulate one, who is actually veyr much smarter
than what everyone else thinks is
ME!
like seriosuly.
well, i think so.

and let me add.
i dont mean to say that the more articulate ones are not smart either ok?
haha.
obviously there are!
and i am getting confused.
okay. lets not ever talk abt this.
haha(:

11:30 AM

i had a very interesting conversation with ahsan yesterday.
and he is possibly, one of the smartest people i know, personally?
oh wait.
maybe smart isnt the word. or it is?
well, its just the topics he talks about.
it makes me think alot.
and he makes alot of sense.
and i really wish everyone i know could meeet him and converse with him sooon.

well, anyway.
my body clock is totally distorted.
i slept at 550 this morning):
and got up at 350 la.
gosh. what a pig?!

i really want to spend the evening at esplanade sooon.
just doing nothing.
and the last time i did that was with narasimma baldevan.

2:17 AM

Thursday, September 06, 2007 »

and this was the exact way i felt.
some time back. and i finally found a way to express it.
lyrics from lily allen.

when you first left me
i was wanting more
but you were fucking that girl next door
whatd you do that for

i was so lost back then
but with a little help from my friends
i found the light in the tunnel at the end

now youre calling me up on the phone
so you can have a little whine and a moan
and its only because youre feeling alone

whenever you see me you say that you want me back

at first when i see you cry
yea it makes me smile
at worst i feel bad for awhile
but then i just smile i go ahead and smile

haha.
this post would prob fit like the period during
lets say, march ard there.
so yes.
haha(:

glad, that its over and far far away from me now.

1:01 PM

Your routine will get severely disrupted today,
but just try to go with the flow.

and this is how the day was roughly like.
well had a couple of plans.
but well, in the end. the day turned out like that.

okay well, lazy to say the details, well.
fixed the scv thing at starhub tampines.
then headed to YISHUN with KEGAN to meeet
PRAVIND,VITHYA, NARASH and jamie and serena.

and it was super fun.
pravind=good company.
i couldnt stop laughing.
with vithya there. ahha. what more?

kegan prob felt awkward initially.
his first time meeeting my friends.
narash. not as happy today

my conversation with ahsan today was so fun too.
like, of all the conversations so far, today's was (:
and we spoke for an hour and 45 mins.
and he doesnt seeem so far away.

And there's nowhere in the world,
I'd rather be.
Than here in my room,
dreaming about you and me

and baby, i will wait for you.

11:19 AM

Wednesday, September 05, 2007 »

to the ong jin wen.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
and to suha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

spent the earlier part of the day with narasimma baldevan.
and then rushed all the way to CLEMENTI
for dinner with aunty chitra uncle logan and suha.

thank god karthik wasnt there.
i know i sound super cynical when i say that,
but i feeel much better without with him there.

well, anyway. dinner was good. i came home super late):
and oh yes, the most awkward part of the day,
suha had to ask her dad this question infront of me!!!
"why out of all karthik's girlfriends/ex girlfriends, you only like shaza?"

roar!!! so damn awkward to be there at that time.
and he replied"i have my reasons".

and i know many of my friends find it weird and inappropriate
for me to be still going out with them and all.
and yes, its true.
but i cant turn them down.and also cause i just dont want to.
and they are veyr lovely people.seriously.

and like with karthik having a new girlfriend now,
(not the first after me, ahah. prob the ten thousandth)
and me coming over to see his parents.
it may seeem weird to some third person.
and it is.
but like, there's more to it.
really. and sometimes i dont see a point in
justifying my actions.
hwever i know that, i might be digging my own grave,
esp if things are brought to a different level, which i wont talk abt here.

but there are alot of otehr thigns most of you dont know
and wil prob never know, until you're n this same situation.
and also because, i dont tell you al everythign that happens.

wel, i made this blog private.
and like, only invited readers are able to read it.
and this is because, those that have beeen invited,
are those i know will never judge my posts or me.

but haha. the real truth is, it was actualy a mistake.
and then only i thought of it just being private.

and so anyway, ahsan re-sent me an email which was dated oct 19 2003.
and oh my god.
i dont think i have read it before.
but it was a very nice email.

you know, i hate to say it. and like i dont want to seeem
all self-absorbed or anything.
but sometimes, i feel very lucky.
and i really love how things are.
and i know that even through the darkest time,
i'll will definitely get out of it fine.
and i love everyone around me so very much.

and though like, some other parts of me or my life
(wont go into details. but those who are close to me prob alreayd know)
arent perfect or normal, i'm lucky it has been made up with
other much happier, sweeter, lovlier stuff.
and its like that for everyone tooo(:

and besides, we all know this by now,
it is never to let any set backs hold you back.
and its always about facing them and getting out of it.
and everything wil be fine in the end,
if it doesnt, it isnt the end YET(:

oh roar, this post sounds awfully emotional like.
and well, now u know why this blog was made private.
so that i wont have any critics from people i hardly know.

1:52 AM

Tuesday, September 04, 2007 »

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKNESH(:

spent the night with remo at boat quay. just sitting and talking. and then we walked around.

was rather fun. and then i met VITHYA(: haha.

even if it was for awhile. it was good.

and oh yes, those pretty roses.

nice huh?

well, i reeally think nate haden is damn handsome.

10:04 AM

Monday, September 03, 2007 »

helloo..this is NOT shazawani begum...muahahahahaha!..tis SAVRINA hsiu-yin kaur SHAHI!!! hahaha..so i decided that i wanted to blog today..n well..was gonna blog on my blog..but then i realized that no one wud read my blog, since everyone knows i havent updated it in SO FREAKIN LONG!..so i decided to do this on the bestest best friend's blog, to make sure she gets a peek. =]

I LOVE YOU SHAZA!! (: <---(Shaz's signature smiley!!)

so yes...it has been awhile since i came back from singapore...and am now attempting to continue my loonng, draggy, boring life in the US of A. i miss singapore sooooooo much! so lets talk abt how my time over there, on that bright, beautiful, sunny island was.

So the 1st day was fantastical! i got a surprise visit from miss begum..and yess..it was AWESOME! =D...she brought me a sunflower and chocolates!! haha..which im sure she totally wanted to gobble down, as she held them in her hands, but restrained, as she loves me THAT much. lol.

uc..if shaz actually GIVES u chocolates and doesnt eat them...they're either white chocolate, or she loves u THAT much. ahahahahahahhahahaha..!!

u know its true shaz. ;)

lol..so anyways...spent alotta time with Shaza, Kegan and Jared...not so much with the rest of my darling friends..:(. quite sad huh? YES. i think so.

but then again..i was very happy spending time with my bestest friends. =]...so KEGAN MICHAEL VENNARD.

After all this time, weaving in n out of our love-hate relationship, he is truly one of my lucky bestfriends. shocking??..no not really. BECAUSE he's always been a bestfriend to me!...just a nicer one now! lol.

One of the best days over there was the one spent with shaz, her little loved BRAT, keg n ME! ahahah..we had so much fun laaa...n i think that night, wen we went to shaz's hse n read all those old blog entries...*sigh*..so fun. ahaha. quite embarressing too actually. but it was worth it. it made me realize how much things have changed..and how my life has slowly fallen into place, to make me who i am TODAY!....not yesterday..TODAY.

n so..JARED PETER DE MELLO.

haizzzzz....


haha..can i end it there? lol. well..i wud just like to say that the times spent with him were lovely, as i was able to be in the presence of The King himself! haha. although he cudda been less of a grouch. =/ so things happened between us..i do wish i cud turn back time n change stuff a little here n there..but well, wat can u do right? haha. i do not regret anything we did tgth, as he is n always will be special to me. even tho at this moment, i wud truly love to strangle him till i see him in a beautiful shade of blue......i shall not let myself go down to that level. hahaha. *ahem*...yes. sorry for the little bit of scary emotion. its hard to deal with watever im dealing with right noow. lots of probs, lots of things running thru my mind. then again, who doesnt have that going on in thier minds. GGRRRR...k...enuff! im done sulking. thx for reading! ahahaha.


so shaz!! u've been awesome la k...this summer was the best summer i've had since i moved. i loved every*almost!* moment of it!! dont think i've felt so loved. hahahaa. and yes..i will never forget the crazy lesbian moment. HAHA. wow...everytime i think abt it, cant help but blush n laugh. ahahahaha. somehow it was just soo ironic. LOL. go figure. haha.

im talking to keg online right now..haha..he's so retarded..fell asleep. lol. but yea..im gonna get a tattoo!!...when im 21...hahahaha..but yes..i wud if i cud now..but its alright..not like im gonna die without it.

but yea..anyways..hung out with eric yesterday, was quite fun..until the end. poor guy..things have been going down the drain for him..n i cant help but feel like shit cuz i only contributed. =(...but well, i was glad that i was there for him yesterday, to be his shoulder to cry on. he seemed better after that..cuz well..i got sum snickers ice cream bars and we ate them tgth, cried tgth, n were all happy after. haha. n he may be coming over to my place today so we can go get a frame for his super duper awesome poster thing! haha. i love him dearly.

haha. yea..so thats wat happened yesterday..n sch starts tomoro!! OMG RIGHT. i dunno la..cant find the tweezers to make my eyebrows loook purrty!! HAHA. if i dont find them..my poor friends in sch are gonna get the shock of thier lives. ahahaha. i really REALLY hope i find those damn things. dunn0o where i wudda put them...

SHAZ...u know wat..i saw a fly in eric's hse yesterday in his room..."savrina..i have a message for u!!" ahahahahahaahha..n then it flew over, whispered a few secrets into my ear n flew out the window. I KNEW U TOTALLY LOVED ME LA SHAZ..but u didnt have to send a fly all the way over here to tell me that! LOL.

but yeaa..im gonna end this blog entry right now...and hey shaz! i was thinking......well..nvm..ahahaha..i'll tell u the next time i see u online.

I LOVE U SOOOO MUCH SHAZAWANI!!!

dont ever forget.

cuz u will NEVER ever be forgotten!

n neither will all u people i met in singapore this summer! hahaha..oh yes...hi satish*if thats how u spell ur name!* !!kaddaga vaddaga voldo!! HAAHAHAHAHA

n hi vithya!!!

n HI EVERYONE ELSE!!!

haha.

LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U!!


*BIG hug & sloppy wet Kissies*

Love,
Savrina (:

11:45 AM

Sunday, September 02, 2007 »

i did this(:

10:33 AM

Saturday, September 01, 2007 »

drama today was fun.
i loved the role play part with fadlul.
was really funny.

had dinner with vithya at LJS, causeway pt.
she is one funny lady.
headed to RP for the show khanthan organised.
which was rather impressive.

spent some time under vithya's block just talking.
you know, i love talking to vithya.
like i can relate to her alot sometimes.
and i dont know why.
but with her, i laugh alot.

If you find yourself struggling with a friend or sibling(SHAHIRA!),
the best answer is to just walk away -- even if that means giving them something of yours.
Your display of maturity should get some attention.

gosh, i just hope she does well in everything she does.
and i hope she realises, that there's someone here
that will support her in everything and loves her alot,
though she is a brat 3/4 the time.

9:53 AM