so what m i to do now? i aint sure... what do i want? what do i need? who do i love? what do i love? what do i dislike? who do i dislike? do i have everythin i need to move on? or m i missing sumthins behind? do i forget him? or do i still sit n reminise abt what happened between us? does he still care? do they still care? have i been a bitch?or have i been a saint? did i say all the wrong things? was it all wrong to feel the way i felt? have i been unappreciative? have i been cheated? is everything fine? or m i juz over-reacting? have i lost him for good? or they for good? do i deserve this? can i still srand strong? have the people ard me juz been mere figures of no significance? must i care abt what others think? then why does he? have i regretted all of this? do i feel like tellin all those losers how i feel in their god damn fuckin face? or by saying it i would juz be causing more pain n hurt to them? if frenz were like this do i need enemies? does my heartache? or m i dying of laughter? does popularity cause one to be lonely? or does it cause one to have lots of frenz? will my mistakes in the past haunt me? do i feel lonely now? or do i have all the people i need? r all the people ard me real or fake? and r all of what they r saying true or false? have they lied to me? have i been the thinkin too much......