IGNORING NEGATIVITY...

what can i say?!
spending my new year in the hosiptal was a unique experience(IGNORING NEGATIVITY)
the car is totally terribly smashed in the front. thanks god noone was hurt. except for shock.
couldnt see any of my family members. needed NISA there. needed to talk to her. somone who wouldnt remind me of the horrrible incident.
so greatful to have fren like nisa, ahmad, danial, farhan, fuad, illysaa... they came. i m really sorry to have disturb u guyz when u were havin ur new year celebrations.. but thanks for comin. no words can express my appreciation.
NISA... thanks for bein there. thanks for sleepin over and accompanying me through the night. made me feel so much better. seriously when i saw u i was laughin n smilin. could forget the bad accident.
juz so greatful noone was hurt... except for the car!!!!!!! argh!
u know what?! they gave some anti-depression pills.. it really totally works n all.. i left no emotions. juz laugh n laugh. but my mind ws killin me.. ahah.. weird situation to be in..but well..
i m better now..
thanks to my family...

and these people NISA, AHMAD, FARHAN, DANIAL, FUAD, ILLYASAA.....
thanks alot for being there.n sorry for disturbing ur new year celebrations....
u know.. they came down to the hospital at 1 am... the sweetest lot..
seriously i m blessed to have fren like this.. but i really feel fuck damn guilty .. u all should have juz stayed for the whole celebrations.. sorry..
yan ling thanks for msgin to check if i was alrite...

I LOVE U GUYS.......
the accident happened before 12.. after we had dinner at kampong chai chee...
a new year eve i will never forget.........
i love my life...
welcome 2006. *BIG SMILE*