and oh yes. i forgot to mention that i find this entire thing immature, non-sensical, dumb, stupid, extremely childish and totally annoying. am totally dumbfounded by this. din know u would react this way.

i mean there's really nothing that was wrong. you just saw the entire thing wrongly!! why create complications for urself?i have no idea.
esp when there was nothing wrong. even if there was, it was a small. god kows how it became so huge. the only reason i can think of is, YOU! you made it big by over-reacting. i hate the way u handled this situtation. when things can be solved much easier. stupid dumb ass.

i feel disgusted at myself for actually seeing the better side of u, when everyone else ard me was against at. YUCKS.

i have got to voice out all my unhappiness. feeling so misunderstood. so yes. i did wrong by actually being too friendly. my fault.i gave u all the wrong impressions. SORRY! seriously. i'm sorry. ROAR! okay. ahaha. i'm feelin much better.

n yes, u were the one who couldnt see me as just a friend. soi thought it was better for me to stay away for a while and it was not how u thought. which was i was a bad friend that didnt value you.
and this is the only way i can get my feelings across to you. so yes. i pray u read it.

i swear i fucking feel this entire thin as really damn dumb. i mean i cant believe i am even talking abt this. i feel so stupid. even typing this entire thin, i realise its ALL SO STUPID. like gosh!!!

eeeww. fucking immaturely lame. yucks. totally disgusted at myself. roar!!

i want my bestfriend!!! SAVRINA , NISA!

I NEED CARAMEL AND WHIPPED CREAM NOW.


*i know i'm going to feel terrible for being so harsh now, after i feel better. but i have got to make myself feel better RIGHT NOW, so ya.

n yes i'll be fine. i am fine. =) totally.