and so i cut my hair yesterday. heard of some superstition or somethin which says that when u cut ur hair, the bad luck or somethin goes away or somethin. k nvm. forget it. i really dont know what i'm blogging about.

so anyways. its the LAST day of the year. pretty exciting. wil be having dinner with the extended extended family later. and after that a party. will let you know how it went.

but before that. let me reflect at how this year has been.
so life for me prob started just afetr dec 2005 with quite afew parties(:. however 2006 started pretty awfully.(visit the archive dec 2005).

apart from meeting so many new peeps and strengthening all relationships with family and all my loved ones, this year also brought one of the biggest setback for me. the TOTAL screwup of the BIG O's. ROAR!
but with family support, everythin went well. became EMOTIONALLY stronger, having to deal with most of it on my own. with self -reflection and all. come to think of it, it is also one of the best things that happened this year. it made me a different person. i see life much differently now. and i want life without all the superficial stuff. i want it real.
responsibility has definitely been nutured in me. this year.

everything will eventually be fine. like how it is now. i made the right choice in the end.

"most people spend more time thinking of making the RIGHT choices. however what is more important is choosing a choice and exceling and doing well, making the choice the RIGHT ONE. this applies for everything.from studies to relationships to work."- quoted from J MAMA, my uncle(:


this year i've definitely become more closer to my brother. one person who was there when i needed someone. i remember one of his message he sent me. "zawani, everythin will be fine. i'll talk to you when i get home. for now, get some ben and jerry's chocolate ice cream. it might help". roar. i love him. thanks for everything.

i;ve learnt so many things this year. like as much as we might not beleive this, our family is the only one we should confide in. and they'll be there all the time for you. and they love you alot((:

whats one new year resolution i have?
tell you later.

hate to say this. but i want to watch high school musical. the song's pretty catchy.