you know. i havent really blogged abt it.

well the heart's cracked once again. as sceptical as i was before abt certain things, i've become MORE!
one word. ROAR!!

so well. its pretty sucky. very sucky actually. i mean he's a CHRONIC LIAR. and i was so very oblivious to it.

i'm a gullible bitch. gosh. so yes. someone told me abt it. i'm so far away. it sucked cause at this point of times, ALL you ever want to do is just go to starbucks and cry, whine and cry more to your bestfriend. which by the time i actually do see her face, i'll not dry la. which is a gd thing!!!

i dont know why but as heartbroken and scattered as i am, i cant seem to shed one tear also.

maybe it hasnt gotten into my numbskull yet that everything's pretty much over. ahaha.
okay i'm not a numbskull. my sister is.

so well. its seriously over. and it wont come back. its sp veyr humiliating.

besides narash laughing his lungs out and constanly stating the fact the i was supper stupid and dumb not to have seeked his ADVICE,
narash has been of pretty gd help. thank you FRIEND(:

so well. i've decided to leave everything in the past. besides this year has been a pretty awful year.what over will never come back. it ended for a reason and hence bringing it back will just be as stupid as actually even being with him.

i shall usher into the new year with no commitments to non-sensical stuff(:

so well. till then I LOVE ALL OF YOU(:
and be as happy as i AM(:(: