GHOSTRIDER. ROAR!

watched it with arwin at bugis. pretty cool movie.
popcorn is loved.

vithya came over(:
and TP called this morning for the interview for visual com.
roar. i'm still doing my portfolio.

actually havent done.
and i realised. sometimes being nice is a price to pay.
we just get hurt. right vithz?

the gf of ex called. interesting.

i'm thinking. life's pretty, why complicate it?

you know. what i want in a guy? like my guy?
which as of now i dont want one but actually what i want?

i used to think that i want a responsible, honest and reliable person right?
but i can only get that man when i'm forty.
so well.
it'd be nice to have someone who respects you. physically.emotionally.
appreciates.
and as beauty is skin deep, to have someone love u for you!!

like i want a relationship based on an emotional level first.
like a friend first. then if it blossoms it just does. if its stagnant. then it wasnt meant to be.

but seriously as of now, to me relationships are pretty much over-rated.
quite alarmingly disgusting to me. esp when i seem many in it for lust.

and gosh. i dont need it.
i want friends.
i want to be happy.
meet happy people.
and grow.emotionally.

find out things i really like or love or hate about myself and everything.
understand myself better.

besides. i'm still in the past.somehow