she looks rather weird in it ah?
ahha.

anyway, something really made my day today(:
however, something else happened.
and it didnt last):
two extreme emotions in a day.

however, i'm fine.
will be fine(:

starbucks with jared peter de mello and
chan nurul nisa binte mohd fauzi chan was (:
been a while since i went to parkway starbucks.
still at lovely as ever.

just like everyone. i've been caught up with projects and all.
and i'm pretty impressed with myself oh kay!
stayed up till four thirty the other night, completing stats project.

i mean. gosh. hardworking hey?
okay fine.
it was last minute work.i know. haha
could have done it during theholidays and
i wouldnt have to stay up doing it.
but well.
ahah. i still did it(:
someone should get me chocolates for being so hardworking(:

gosh. suhaidah baked cookies and brought some over.
damn lovely. i swear.
i want to bake something for evryone too.
soon. very soon(:

and june's coming to an end.
and i've been super broke. prob just like evryone else too.
i guess its like this every "coming to the end of the mth."

the bag. that amk hub one.
still havent gotten it):

and i;ve always had the problem of turning people down.
thats why i ahd bestfriends like sav and nis.
and now. without them i feel the heat.
gosh esp recently.
its just hard.
lets drop that.

anyway.
whipped cream and caramel quite needed now):

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows, only time?
And who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose, only time?
Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be ,in your heart?
only time.

u know. adam levine has such an awesome voice?
its like he can totally be the pied piper of hamilin town(or whatever that town was) and i'd totally follow him.

anyway. something sweeet.
"If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do)

If I told you, you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular (tell me would you?)

BAby, I've been around the world
But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you)

This ring represents my heart
There's just one thing I need from you (say I do)"

JT rocks(:
the lyrics to this song rocks.

i've decided to take the risk.
noone said it'd be easy.
initially, it is going to be hard, but i'l get through it, i'm very sure!
like after spending so much time with someone,
and when there's a sudden abrupt change,

it wil be hard.
but life's like that.
and its abt how u overcome it.

you know, sitting down, reminising wont do any good.
its all about moving forward.
and staying strong.
gosh, ahha. i love myself
i pray i meet someone as optimistic as me((:
haha.

i think guys should always have a control over their emotions.
and yes, boys are human too, but well.
its realy alright to feel sad and down once in a while,
but not everyday.

and you know?
smart boys are the new black(:

hey you know what?
my conversation with shahira(younger sister) after we missed princess dairy just now.

me:shahira, know what princess dairy is about? its about this dairy that
becomes a princess(start laughing)

shahira: dont lie la. i dont believe you. you're laughing

me: no, i;m just laughing cause, i find it damn funny. i mean who would write a story like that? damn funny la. the writer must have been so smart to think of it.( laughing more)

then i called vithya.

vithya: haha. yes shahira. its true(:

hahha. i love vithya la. she so played along with it.
if it was nis, nis would have totally spoilt it!):


A little conversation goes a long,
long way
Show a little patience
That you are here to stay
you're special to me, you're like diamond and pearls(:

hey, my sis looked really good today.

her future-in-laws came over.

she wore sari(:preettaye!

i realised marriage is a scary thing.

it involves two families. and gosh.

anyway. take a look at these pics.

my siblings are good looking.well to me, they are damn good looking.

in family pictures, they always outshine me.

thats the brother(darius) and the sister(shafillah)
we all look rather different ah?

10:05 AM

i finally cleaned the toilet.
and since i've got to clean it twice a week for a month.
today was a good start.
and why am i cleaning the toilet?

my lovely brother la.
punishment from him. and why? go figure.
could be it because i came home 15 mins pas my curfew?
i dont know. haha

anyway. life has been pretty mundane.
with the change in hp number and all.
i've now very little contact with almost everyone.
few know my number, and those few hardly call or text.

okay. got lots to blog. so much on my mind.
wil do it later.
sister's in laws are coming already.
i've got to get ready.
laters

12:42 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007 »

i had great company over at my place yesterday(:

i totally love having friends over.
who doesnt?

we had potato chips(calbee), green tea and black forest.

11:16 PM

STARBUCKS(:

and so. yesterday was really fun. haha.

i finally got my laptop.

went to school to get it configured.

then after was when i had so much mroe fun(:

starbucks with vithya, ashwini and later on chan nurul

oh yes. and we had caramel and whipped cream(:

this time, cause nis wsant ard at first.

I ASKED MYSELF!haha.

oh and did i tell you?

i never knew how good oreo cheesecake was till like yesterday!

gosh.
its like.whenever anyone offered me some las time,

i always rejected it

god knows why. cause somehow i always

thought i wouldnt like it

but then again,

i've not tried it before to even say

whther i like it or not.

gosh maybe cause i didnt like the colour or something

so i didnt want to eat it before.

cause u know i dont like white chocolates right?

and oreo cheesecake reminds me of white chocolate

so maybe THATS why!

and u know this cheeesecake story.
its like. u never know that the person u need is

RIGHT INFRONT OF YOU!

and u go finding for other people(prettier cakes).

its all about the heart.

the oreo cheesecake didnt look as nice,

but tasted super awesomely good(:

and i've never been a fan of cheesecakes.

but gosh. oreo cheesecakes((: just loved.

okay and its dangerous now

cause u know i had TWO of it yest.

and normally whe such cravings come,

its uncontrollable

and SOON.. very soon.

my arteries are going to be clogged)):

haha.

so well

more pics.

and so the whole wide world knows how

horrendous i look in photos.

some of the evidence(:

us
chan nurul and me

nis,me and vithya

happy us(:.god. i laughed so much yesterday!

the night ended well as well(:

12:26 AM