Has it ever occurred to you that

while you're out looking for sugar,
you've got plenty of honey at home?
That whole
everything-I-need-I-have-right-in-my-own-backyard
concept hits pretty close to the mark for you now.

school's taking its toll on me.
i guess its pretty much the same for everyone else

anyway.
u look around. and somethings arent there anymore.
what do you do?


you could choose to feel sad about it or accept it.
i mean. of course, initially. you'll be damn sad.
but after that, you've got to pull yourself together right?



i love to be there for those
who need someone there.
but i cant be ther for someone right now.
and its quite sucky.


and not caus i dont want to, but i cant.
its just not right.



oh my.
south canteen sells 5 nuggets for $1.
i can get 20 nuggets for 4$.
roar!! cheap(:



you know. i so badly need a phone.
but i'll prob onl get it three hundred light years later.
oh gosh.
i better take back my words. dont want it coming true.

i pray a pretty handphone comes flying down into my hands tmr(:



you know how i always say i want a demure, sweet,
nice, good guy? and you know how
everyone think's its impossible? and he'll never come
cause noone is like that these days.
i think they're wrong.
i think i know someone.that fits the above description.



but the question is, how will things actualy turn out?
its been ages since i took the risk.
so should i?
i reckon not. not just yet.
going with the flow, seems the best option for now.


cause the whole entire timing is just wrong.
so many things unsettled. in my mind.
disturbing enough.
hahaah.



and so.
sometimes you think you know someone,
but actually you realy dont.
but its not ur fault, you dont.
its juts that maybe the person never really, you know.
hahaha.
and yet again, i suck at articulating my thoughts. always did.
it takes some time to roughly understand someone.
alittle more, for me. but u cant possibly.

To LUQMAN(:
please get well soon.
somehow that line didnt really make sense, did it?
i mean. its nt really within your reach to get better? kay maybe a little bit. like taking ur medicine and drinking lots of water and thinking happy, positive thoughts.
anyway. back to it.
you're missed. take care. and stay strong(:
p.s-sorry i dont have any nicer photo):