helloo..this is NOT shazawani begum...muahahahahaha!..tis SAVRINA hsiu-yin kaur SHAHI!!! hahaha..so i decided that i wanted to blog today..n well..was gonna blog on my blog..but then i realized that no one wud read my blog, since everyone knows i havent updated it in SO FREAKIN LONG!..so i decided to do this on the bestest best friend's blog, to make sure she gets a peek. =]

I LOVE YOU SHAZA!! (: <---(Shaz's signature smiley!!)

so yes...it has been awhile since i came back from singapore...and am now attempting to continue my loonng, draggy, boring life in the US of A. i miss singapore sooooooo much! so lets talk abt how my time over there, on that bright, beautiful, sunny island was.

So the 1st day was fantastical! i got a surprise visit from miss begum..and yess..it was AWESOME! =D...she brought me a sunflower and chocolates!! haha..which im sure she totally wanted to gobble down, as she held them in her hands, but restrained, as she loves me THAT much. lol.

uc..if shaz actually GIVES u chocolates and doesnt eat them...they're either white chocolate, or she loves u THAT much. ahahahahahahhahahaha..!!

u know its true shaz. ;)

lol..so anyways...spent alotta time with Shaza, Kegan and Jared...not so much with the rest of my darling friends..:(. quite sad huh? YES. i think so.

but then again..i was very happy spending time with my bestest friends. =]...so KEGAN MICHAEL VENNARD.

After all this time, weaving in n out of our love-hate relationship, he is truly one of my lucky bestfriends. shocking??..no not really. BECAUSE he's always been a bestfriend to me!...just a nicer one now! lol.

One of the best days over there was the one spent with shaz, her little loved BRAT, keg n ME! ahahah..we had so much fun laaa...n i think that night, wen we went to shaz's hse n read all those old blog entries...*sigh*..so fun. ahaha. quite embarressing too actually. but it was worth it. it made me realize how much things have changed..and how my life has slowly fallen into place, to make me who i am TODAY!....not yesterday..TODAY.

n so..JARED PETER DE MELLO.

haizzzzz....


haha..can i end it there? lol. well..i wud just like to say that the times spent with him were lovely, as i was able to be in the presence of The King himself! haha. although he cudda been less of a grouch. =/ so things happened between us..i do wish i cud turn back time n change stuff a little here n there..but well, wat can u do right? haha. i do not regret anything we did tgth, as he is n always will be special to me. even tho at this moment, i wud truly love to strangle him till i see him in a beautiful shade of blue......i shall not let myself go down to that level. hahaha. *ahem*...yes. sorry for the little bit of scary emotion. its hard to deal with watever im dealing with right noow. lots of probs, lots of things running thru my mind. then again, who doesnt have that going on in thier minds. GGRRRR...k...enuff! im done sulking. thx for reading! ahahaha.


so shaz!! u've been awesome la k...this summer was the best summer i've had since i moved. i loved every*almost!* moment of it!! dont think i've felt so loved. hahahaa. and yes..i will never forget the crazy lesbian moment. HAHA. wow...everytime i think abt it, cant help but blush n laugh. ahahahaha. somehow it was just soo ironic. LOL. go figure. haha.

im talking to keg online right now..haha..he's so retarded..fell asleep. lol. but yea..im gonna get a tattoo!!...when im 21...hahahaha..but yes..i wud if i cud now..but its alright..not like im gonna die without it.

but yea..anyways..hung out with eric yesterday, was quite fun..until the end. poor guy..things have been going down the drain for him..n i cant help but feel like shit cuz i only contributed. =(...but well, i was glad that i was there for him yesterday, to be his shoulder to cry on. he seemed better after that..cuz well..i got sum snickers ice cream bars and we ate them tgth, cried tgth, n were all happy after. haha. n he may be coming over to my place today so we can go get a frame for his super duper awesome poster thing! haha. i love him dearly.

haha. yea..so thats wat happened yesterday..n sch starts tomoro!! OMG RIGHT. i dunno la..cant find the tweezers to make my eyebrows loook purrty!! HAHA. if i dont find them..my poor friends in sch are gonna get the shock of thier lives. ahahaha. i really REALLY hope i find those damn things. dunn0o where i wudda put them...

SHAZ...u know wat..i saw a fly in eric's hse yesterday in his room..."savrina..i have a message for u!!" ahahahahahaahha..n then it flew over, whispered a few secrets into my ear n flew out the window. I KNEW U TOTALLY LOVED ME LA SHAZ..but u didnt have to send a fly all the way over here to tell me that! LOL.

but yeaa..im gonna end this blog entry right now...and hey shaz! i was thinking......well..nvm..ahahaha..i'll tell u the next time i see u online.

I LOVE U SOOOO MUCH SHAZAWANI!!!

dont ever forget.

cuz u will NEVER ever be forgotten!

n neither will all u people i met in singapore this summer! hahaha..oh yes...hi satish*if thats how u spell ur name!* !!kaddaga vaddaga voldo!! HAAHAHAHAHA

n hi vithya!!!

n HI EVERYONE ELSE!!!

haha.

LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U!!


*BIG hug & sloppy wet Kissies*

Love,
Savrina (: