be in my shoes for just a day.
and you would realise it really isnt that easy, as it may look.
its prob the same way everyone feels.

so what i;m trying to say is,
nothing is as it seems.

looking at me,
i dont think you would think, that there is just so much
going on, in that little head of mine. or in fact,
going on inside that heart.

sometimes, i seem so heartless.
but its only because i neeed to stay strong.
if i dont, everything else would come crashing down.

sudden random calls from unknown people from a familiar number,
isnt a good sign.

i seeem to have made a few people's life quite miserable.
i never meant to.

today, was quite an exhausting day.
was going to do my tutorial.
but like its 1:30 now.

everything will be fine for me.
i know.
but will it be for them?
for him?

it isnt all that nice to be able to take away people's hearts.

and so, so many thoughts.
(: