lies, lies and lies.
the haha and that smile on msn.
believe it?
hhaha.
and there u go again.
are u really haha-ing.
hahha.

okay at some parts i was.
i am smiling though.
but i do know inside, i know there is so much soul-searchin
that neeeds to be done.
and that the events of what happened today,
not to me, but the others,
are still affecting me.
alittle.
alot.
i dont know.

sometimes, i dont know if being a positive person
is a good thing or not.
like, i may seeem super heartless.
but really,
i'm not. i just seem that way.
like cause, maybe cause, i dont want to do anything abt it.
maybe because, i dont know what to do?

and i am so impress with savrina.
to think someone a gazillion miles away knew i was feeling miserable. impressive.
maybe thats why she is called my bestfriend?

Embrace the chaos of today, and grab up all those loose ends.
Lead with your heart.

Life is sweet -- but someone close to you doesn't get it.