when I'm so tired baby
the things you say, you're driving me away.

thoughts.lots of thoughts.
i spent my time, alone at ecp jst now.
just wht i neeeded.
well, me, alone at ecp?
something is OBVIOUSLY wrong.
haha.

oh well, it happens.
i will get through this.
i just dont know how.
its really hard to hold everything inside.
i dont wan to either.
oh well. i dont know.

i really dont know what to do.
what to do?
i have this huge urge to just run away from everything.
and let everything solve on its own.
and leaving everything seeem like the most cowardly thing to do,
but i really dont know what else to do u know.

somehow, the only thing i do know, is leave everything.

i'm very lost.sadly.
but obviously it would never seem like that when i'm
around you all.
i'l get through it,obviously.
this is just one of the many minor setbacks.

what i am more concerned of is the other/s.
i'm quite a mess. really.
i neeed to straighten out alot of things.
i havent.
but really, i could do that now either.

i dont know la.
and well, some people will never change.
continuous disappointments.


Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
Tell me is this fair?

(:what to do?

Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
Is this how we say goodbye?


i really think that there is no other way.
i'm sorry.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay.

but then again.
I DONT KNOW):
what an emo entry this has beeeen.
hah.

leave,dontleave,leave,dontleave,leave,dontleave.

just go with the flow?
as always.
and let this vicious cycle continue.

we'll seee what happens.
should we?