you want
to talk a stranger.
someone to bring you to starbucks.
to read magazines at galilee cafe.
your bestfriend there, to make everyhting seem better.
retail therapy.
to have whipped cream and caramel.
to change your hairstyle.
someone to sing you a song.
to meet enrique.
come home seeing your sister there.
to sit at the stadium and talk.
someone to bring you somewhere,anywhere.
to not have to think of where to go. haha.
to feel pretty.
to feel happy.
to feel loved.
to be brought to dinner and lunch and breakfast.
to not have to take public transport.
to do your hair and you nails.
the guitar with your name on it.
someone to make you smile.
you want to erase the past two years of your life.
to blog about everything and anything controversial and personal.
to get that dress you saw that day.
and everything you couldnt get before.
to basically go shopping and be able to get everything you like.
to open the door tmr, seeing that bestfriend back in sg.
the other bestfriend to go roller blading with you.
everyone to be happy.
to be the one that makes everyone happy.
to go dancing in the moonlight with your girlfriends.
sugarcane juice.
butterscotch cookies.
a box filled with everything lovely.
to order canadian pizza and watch dvds.
hawaian classic and bbq chicken bonanza to be exact.
to be the able to guide your sister well.
to think of just yourself for one day.
to be very influential, in a good way.
to be very successful one day.
to hug everyone you love,
and everyone who loves you to hug you.
your family and friends to know you love them.

YOU WANT to thank god for EVERYTHING he has given you.
and you appreciate everything everyone has done for you.

and that you do know that, any problem you have,
someone out there is experiencing something worse.
and that, everything will get better((:

it scares me to know, it still hurts as much.



Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
It's driven me before, it seems to have a vague
Haunting mass appeal
I should be the one behind the wheel

the night was spent at boat quay.
i made a new friend((:
haha. gaya.
i've known her for two days, and she has been damn sweeet to me la.
was at her place getting ready before going.

vithya joined us(:
thank god she came.
well, i cant say i enjoyed my night.
but parts of it was memorable.
like the "walk to remember"
and watching sunrise at explanade.

vithya and i had many weird encounters throughout the night.
i really am damn glad she came.
thanks babe. means alot to me.

I WALKED ALMOST THE WHOLE OF BOAT QUAY
and towards esplanade,
BARE FOOOT.
my feet/toes hurt so bad by the end of ngiht.
i just couldnt walk in the heels anymore.

you know,
vihtya and i will just stick to arena
if i ever do club again.


school's starting in a weeks' time.
i need to have some reflection time and all.
soon.
its been quite awhile, since i had starbucks.

i've finally treat my family to dinner.
ashraf joined us.

my feet is crying for the charles and keith look alike.

finally its friday.
this week has beeen one tiring one.
club crawl is finally over.
and it went well.

everyone n ICG has been so supportive and helpful.
hopefully it continues.

tea party is coming up.
rather excited((:

but for now. i must rest.
i am awfully, tired.

to all my ICG members,
great job((:

to those who believed in me, and have faith in me
thank you(:

and to shankar, thanks trying to hint to me, earlier during the day.
haha! and APPARENTLY you were indirectly involved. haha
so thank you(:
and you will definitely be needed when i need help, in matters of ICG.
and i know you wont turn me down, cause you love ICG.
as an ex-stage arter, and my senior, you should help.

and here, is the post,
JUST FOR YOU.
hahha

ICG VARGA((:

i was elected the president of icg tonight.

sHaNkEeJi03 The sweetest lady i have eva kissed is,my MuM ||ThEvOrZ INC|| ॐwww.shank-thevor.blogspot.comॐ says:
and say that shankar has a sweeth tooth

well,
shankar has a sweet tooth.

12:28 AM

Saturday, April 12, 2008 »

Your brain is hungry for new stimulation,
so do some exploring in a new location.

12:27 AM

Thursday, April 10, 2008 »

the first day of ICG camp.
and i'm home. noone stayed in school.
i'm beat.

viki(remo), sent me home.
and in the car, i couldnt breathe.
he was driving,abit tooo fast):
his friends sangeetha and faisal were in the car as well.
i think its a normal thing for them.
hahah

got to go back to school tmr, for icg camp day 2.
hopefully everything goes well(:

12:15 AM

Tuesday, April 08, 2008 »

its a rainy afternoon.
nis is at my place, sleeping.
she must be very tired):

the perfect weather to be at a friend's place,
just talking, eating and watching tv.
but my lovely nis, is sleeeping on my bed, beside me):
HAHA.
she'll prob be up sooon.
dont want to wake her up.

anyway, we were suppose to be going to bugis,
to do more shopping, to make ourselves happy and feel pretty(:
haha. but we arent.

i think right,
your significant other shouldnt be so useless.
to everyone, if you need help making someone's day,
come to me.


Don't get wrapped up in what could be.
Appreciate all the good things, today.

whats the difference in
bring me shopping
follow me shopping
take me shopping
accompany me shopping.

haha, i dont know.

1:37 AM

Monday, April 07, 2008 »

i love bugis.
and far east.

shopped at bugis at nis for awhile
and headed down to PS for the ICG meeting.
went well.
quite excited for camp(:

i havent blogged abt this.
well, i joined some cooking competition on sunday.
more like forced.
my mum wouldnt let me back out.
but well.
i got second(:

i cooked green curry
served with pineapple rice.










i need chocolates.

Retail therapy is shopping with the primary purpose of improving the buyer's mood or disposition.
retail therapy(:

9:40 AM

Sunday, April 06, 2008 »

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SATHISH(:

went over to sathish's place for dinner.
it was goood(:
the mum cooked alot. very nice of her.
to sathish's mother
THANK YOU AUNTY(:

its been great knowing sathish.
despite the countless times, i've felt like strangling him,
he has helped me when i needed him.
finding a friend in him is treasured.
i dont know how it will be like a year from now or anything,
but hopefully, this friendship continues.

to sathish,
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING(:
for all the last minute exam preparations,
not giving up on me
and most imp,
being there.

9:23 AM

Thursday, April 03, 2008 »

i've been a little under the weather lately.

was at nis's place for dinner last night.
i love the 9 o'clock chinese drama on channel 8.
all chinese dramas have somany actors with
so many interesting story lines,
and not to forget, the show lasts for
1 hour every week night.
and its fast moving.

after dinner at parkway, this evening was spent reading magazines
with nice.

i've quite drama):
i damn sad.
well not like i was committed to drama from the beginning.
but i really do like drama.
and the thing is i just dont want to inconvenient anyone with my
miserable attendance.
i've got to be more serious in anything i put my feet into.
leson learnt.

hopefully there are more openings for me.
in the drama scene.

somehow, setbacks bring me down alot.
and i know, we should never let those setbacks hold you back.
but its much harder said, then done.
however, i know i;ll get through it.

but i've let so many things go,
slip pass my fingers.
some could have been saved.
i chose not to.
others i just couldnt.
or maybe, i still didnt want to.
roar, i dont know.

i think my sickness has gotten to me.
going to rest for the night.
hopefully, i'm physically well in the morning(:

FEVER, please go away.

3:38 AM

Tuesday, April 01, 2008 »

"Kimmy says if you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise the moment just, passes you by."
-my bestfriend's wedding.

i love this movie.
and i'm sure i'm not the only one.
its just lovely.


click here.
another favourite part of mine(:

someday when i'm awfully low,
when the world is cold
i'll feel a glow
just thinking of you
and the way you look tonight(:

the way he sang it to her,
and danced with her.
just lovely(:


"Michael... I love you. I've loved you for nine years, I've just been too arrogant and scared to realize it, and... well, now I'm just scared. So, I realize this comes at a very inopportune time but I really have this gigantic favor to ask of you.
Choose me. Marry me. Let me make you happy. Oh, that sounds like three favors, doesn't it? "

imagine saying that on your bestfriend's wedding day):
no worst, imagine loving someone who was infront of you the ENTIRE time.

I LOVE THIS MOVIE.
i could watch it over and over and over again(:
really.

anyway, this has been a boring post.

11:23 AM