I WANT ishQ bector.

dearest friends of mine.
please find me a boy like the one in the video of the link given below.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CydMwqaNL_4

thank you.
&i love you.

sometimes i find shahira(the younger sister) so interesting.
she is so very lost on her own world.
and she misplaces almost everything.
like this morning i woke her up, only cause i didnt sleep,
but well. i woke her up.
and she was walking around the hse for more than 15 mins just finding for her towel!

i will also not forget how she couldnt find her school books,
after only 2 weeks of her school holidays.

well, i hope i'll be able to guide her through life.
as much as i can.

ONG JIN WEN GOT HIS LICENSE ALREADY)):

i promise not to go to friendster and facebook til after the 22nd.
i will only go on msn if i miss my friends and i need to send/receieve files.
i will not go to anyother websites other than nyp.edu.sg, elearn
and search engines like yahoo and google ONLY if i am searching for something
module related.
or/& to blog. cause i totally need to express myself esp when i can do it with an physical being):
i will not talk on the phone more than 10 mins.
i promise to stop procastinating.
&
i promise to enjoy myself and sleep as much as i want after my exams.


shaz, you dont have much time.
stop wasting it.

Sometimes you like groups, occasionally you like to be alone, but right now you are at your absolute best going solo.

10:50 AM

Saturday, August 09, 2008 »

I learnt the hard way
That they all say
Things you wanna hear

9:24 AM

Wednesday, August 06, 2008 »

its the simplest thing that brings a smile on my face,
sometimes.
like today, just receiving a text from nigel(:
I MISS YOU, MR.NIGEL AKA YAZID. & PARIS!
&secondary school seems so long ago.

the bestfriend has gone back.
the past few days before she left was just lovely.
spending time with frank, hasbi, nis and sav is just so close to perfect.
and nothing beats hanging out with friends who have known you
for so damn long. seeing you grow,change.
and i cant wait for the next summer holidays.

there are two months i eagerly anticipate every year.
july and september.
for very obvious reasons.
& the fact that those ppl who are reading this post are close friends,
who happened to be invited to read my blog entries,
you better know why.

i totally love zadeev.
savrina, we can trade brothers.

i want to upload so many pictures,
but i cant.

i want to go to
kallang.SDBA.bedok stadium.tanjong rhu.
and walk past all the lovely, damn pretty houses at tanjong rhu.
reminise a little. haha. or maybe more than a little):

&i need nis there with me.
so i can talk abt everything.
EVERYTHING.
and never have to look back again.
i want to lock everything behind me.
sooon(:

but all of my plans are on hold,
till after the 22nd.
i shall keep the flame burning(:

SHAZAWANI BEGUM BINTE ABDUL KARIM.
I LOVE YOU.ALOT. hahaha(:


i wanted to stay
cause i needed to hear you say,
i love you
i have loved you all along.

everything you hear, well most of it.
is filled with lies.deceit.fakeness.
be sure to filter it out.
everyone is going to say things they want you to hear.
and they are going to tell you all the nice things
about themselves, just to make an impression.
and it might all be fake.
or real.
WE WILL NEVER KNOW.
but there are nice people out there.
so i guess bottom line, dont judge anyone?
or dont judge anyone too quick?
or maybe,
YOU KNOW WHAT, i guess you will just now la.
if the person is plastic, you would just know.
if you dont, ask me.
i'll tell you.


&oh my god. i remember using that word plastic a long time ago.
hahhahaa.

however, who are we to say such things right?
noone.
so i guess, we just shouldnt care.
especially if it doesnt concern you.
but if it does, then do something.
anything.

and as i was reading through this entire entry again, i realise how,
some of the paragraphs just dont link):

11:24 AM

Sunday, August 03, 2008 »

CONGRATS TO MY NYP MAKKALS(((:
ROCK ON, NYP ICG!

great job to
anjali. prasath. siva. both yoga. flow. shawn.
for taking back the 2nd PRIZE at the SP dance comp.
&thank you for everyone who helped out and supported.

10:12 AM