Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

i guess its all about knowing how to move on.
stop looking back at posibilities.
and dont feel sorry that you are most likely going to lose friend in the process.

i have come to realise that maybe truly,
it doesnt make much sense being friends with an ex.
but you could if you wanted to.
well as for me, i am not going to.
(or thats what i'd say, but knowing me. so i'll re-phrase)
i'll try not to.

as much as i have them to always be part of my life,
only cause of the incredible happy and sad, cherishable memories,
i think it is a very corrupted move.

it will be painful.
i cant stand it when others submit to pain and whine
being so negative about it
WAKE UP and stop feeling sorry for yourself.

“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”
—M. Kathleen Casey

this is caused by continual mental reasoning, and
e whole vicious cycle can be broken when
YOU LEARN HOW TO CONTROL YOUR THOUGHTS.

i would admit that, i do look back and reminise.
and from past lessons, reminising is pointeless and
basically is
"ASKING FOR IT"
asking for you to feel hurt.

but then you should embrace all these.
you wouldnt want e past coming back.
because it will be like this one day,
"you thought you got over it well,
but e truth is, you just never thought of it"

brushing it to the side of you mind/heart
is awfully unhealthy.

on a lighter note,
i do feel better after ranting it all out(:

i am going to make my mind up,
and when i do i will stick by my decision and will not be swayed anymore.
i cannot be as soft-hearted anymore.

even if it means hurting you badly now,
ultimately for e better, i will do it.
only cause i truly cared and care.

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