dont worry ok, you'll be home soon(:

if you knew your potential to feel good,
you will ask noone to be different
so that you can feel good.
- Esther Hicks
the teachings of abraham

your current state of affairs is not you.
the way your life is now, does not reflect you.

you have the choice to live the life you want.
you're the masterpiece of your life.

potentials. waiting to be unleashed.

i will make it big one day. i know. hahahahahhaha.

http://www.wikihow.com/Get-Over-a-Break-Up

1)Know that it is okay to cry. In fact it's brilliant to cry.
2)When you're feeling constructive, examine what had happened, and ask yourself why.
3)Dont rethink your decision
4)Keep your space
5)Accept your pain
6)Think through everything thoroughly, but not obsessively
7)Deal with the 'hate phase'
8)Talk to your friends
9)Write all your feelings down
10)Make a list to keep you honest
11)Get organised, clean up
12)Keep fond memories, discard painful ones
15)Let go

9:18 AM

and sometimes when my life becomes public affair,
it gets scary.
its happen a couple of times before.
and changed my urls countless times, made the blog private.
not trying to seem like some celebrity all, but honestly you people just make me feel like one. spying on me.
stop it. really.
it just honestly reflects the very fact that you may just not have a life.
or any other more productive thing to do.
but who am i to say right?
i have wasted so much time on useless people/things...



i dont know if there's anything complimenting about it.
but knowing that there are people who just love to nose around,
informing people of maybe an MP3 i got for my birthday etc?

just be happy with the new life you're creating with my ex-boyfriend
and leave me alone.
cause i dont think i'd ever want to see your face.
but if i had to, i'd be nice.

9:06 AM

Saturday, January 09, 2010 »

and when i'm so tired,
e things you say, you're driving me away.

10:57 AM