should have known better.

maybe sometimes people dont need your help.
and maybe sometimes, you shouldnt worry so much.
your friends, most likely know what they are doing.

i've come to realise that,
maybe your friends are older now,
and they have to make their own set of mistakes
and learn from it.
and honestly, personally i dont think you'll learn from it till you experience it.


change is inevitable.
& its not right for me to want you to be e way you were many years ago.
that shouldnt happen either. you must change.
at least, if you have to hopefully it'll be for the better.
but then again, we learn from our mistakes.

circumstances.your environment.e people you meet.situations. your personality. your priorities. your personal take on life. your opinions. etc
all of that, will change and cause you to change.



but for a very long time,
and i used to think i was alone who thought this way
but i used to think that moral values shouldnt.
unless for the better.
but then again, thats my opinion.
yes, we all have different varying views.

and yes, it does hurt me.
when i see ppl close to my heart, do silly things.
but then again, its for them to learn.
self-discovery is a life-long process.

you should make those mistakes,
and not regret.
yes i will make mistakes, learn from it and move on.
everyone has to make their own set of mistakes i guess.

whats right for me,
may not be right to you.
subjective.
& what values matter to me,
may not to you.


what may have used to make you happy five years ago,
may not be the same things that make you happy today.

so what is honestly bothering me?
maybe, its cause i just want to be there when things come falling down for you.
and that i cant.
and maybe i feel only i can be there to help you out, cause maybe i feel its those that are currently in your life that has created the mess for you.
but then again, who am i to worry this much.

i was just a friend.